AbusedInnocent
Enemy brain ain't cooperating
- Apr 5, 2024
- 189
How the fuck can some people be so evil, she never misses an opportunity to beat me while I'm down, always scolding me for being depressed.
Somehow when she sees that I'm sad she only cares about how this inconveniences her and never gives a shit about how I'm feeling.
She always makes all my problems including depression strictly my fault and never offers any support except financial, I have no need for money anymore except buying suicide methods.
I told her that she's pushing me towards suicide and she said she wishes I was dead.
And somehow she convinces everyone that she's the victim and I'm hating her unfairly, some people even told me I'm obligated to respect her just for feeding me.
I think I'm going to sleep with a knife under my pillow from now on, maybe I can find comfort in its sharp blade, I know I can stab myself in the neck and succeed if I put my mind to it, I look forward to sharpening this knife first though, I hope the sight of me dead covered in blood haunts her for the rest of her life.
I really wish I had a gun, I think a handgun is actually man's best friend, it's the universal solution to every problem and the escape from every situation, I'll have to settle for a knife for now though which is more like a cat honestly.
Somehow when she sees that I'm sad she only cares about how this inconveniences her and never gives a shit about how I'm feeling.
She always makes all my problems including depression strictly my fault and never offers any support except financial, I have no need for money anymore except buying suicide methods.
I told her that she's pushing me towards suicide and she said she wishes I was dead.
And somehow she convinces everyone that she's the victim and I'm hating her unfairly, some people even told me I'm obligated to respect her just for feeding me.
I think I'm going to sleep with a knife under my pillow from now on, maybe I can find comfort in its sharp blade, I know I can stab myself in the neck and succeed if I put my mind to it, I look forward to sharpening this knife first though, I hope the sight of me dead covered in blood haunts her for the rest of her life.
I really wish I had a gun, I think a handgun is actually man's best friend, it's the universal solution to every problem and the escape from every situation, I'll have to settle for a knife for now though which is more like a cat honestly.