shylady222
Member
- Dec 6, 2025
- 21
I told my mother I'm suicidal. I told her this mainly because I mailed my suicide letter to her but then backed out so since I knew the letter would still get to her I decided to tell her. The thing is I told her this late afternoon on 12/17/2025 and here it is the next day and suddenly she's constantly calling me. So far it's been like 4-5 times already when before it was always me contacting her, if I didn't she'd go weeks, or months of no contact with me. And what makes it worse is she has nothing to talk to me about or she repeats things she already said to me months ago, or wants to talk about people I don't know and/or don't care about and it's annoyingly frustrating because when I did go through things that could've been deadly for me i.e my car accident with a truck, me needing a blood transfusion because my iron levels were critically low, having a pulmonary embolism, and having Covid twice none of this made her show concern for me and/or want to speak to me daily because to her I survived them so her now wanting to reach out to me and show sudden concern for me is fake and insulting yet I'm suppose to pretend its genuine when I know it's not it's just her not wanting to take accountability and face the fact that a lot of what I've been through in my life comes from her failing me as a mother.
