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MariV
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- Sep 13, 2020
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that she would never have had a baby if she knew he was going to suffer so much
ouchh
ouchh
I can easily see how that could be insulting because it's not far from "I wish you never existed".
the sadness of the situation. how much i suffer physically and mentally. she was coming from the hospital.she went to hand in my last will as i am a livong corpse. we have endured so much pain together. i feel so sorry for her
she is fighting with the doctors so that they put me the morphine pump to end my life cause she hates to see me suffer. its rly tragic
we have always been very intimate. best friends and twin souls. but also so much illness, so much pain, so many surgeries, so mich suffering. she used to be the happiest person in the world and now she is devastationYeah, it's a depressing end. Did you at least have some good times or do you also wish you had never been born?
You are blessed to have someone loving you that much, hope you can become her angel once you go.i mean she knows im unhappy and suffer. not in the sense of being a burden at all. she suffers so much for my pain that she is saying that tomorrow she will go to the hospital and make a tantrum so they connect me to the morphine pump and end my life.
and shes doing all this despite her parkinson which makes her very difficult and painful to move.
its really bad. i hope this situation ends soon
we have always been very intimate. best friends and twin souls. but also so much illness, so much pain, so many surgeries, so mich suffering. she used to be the happiest person in the world and now she is devastation
that she would never have had a baby if she knew he was going to suffer so much
ouchh
Same I don´t understand how is that ouch? My first thought was "what an actually rational thinking parent about suicide" And this is seriously how every parents should feel when their child is going through never ending suffering it shows so much empathy from her part and selflessness and especially it coming from your mother who I am sure loved being a mother to you before the suffering started.How is that an ouch? I don't understand.
yes indeed shes a cool mum. she is going to leave me alone while i ctb. the "ouch" was because of the tragic of the situationSame I don´t understand how is that ouch? My first thought was "what an actually rational thinking parent about suicide" And this is seriously how every parents should feel when their child is going through never ending suffering it shows so much empathy from her part and selflessness and especially it coming from your mother who I am sure loved being a mother to you before the suffering started.
exactly...getting the good ones makes it much harder. she says she will leave home while I ctb. so bad...poor thing, i hope she goes to heavenMy mom said the same thing to me once
I felt so bad for being unable to stop the thoughts. If she were anyone else I could just leave her without hesitation.
Now she's getting tired of me I think lol but that's not really motivating me either because I don't think that would matter when the grief hits.
We're lucky. We got the good ones, and that makes leaving so much harder and so much guiltier, for me anyway. Ultimately I think she'd respect my choice either way but I still don't know what to do.