Venting My mom will move to another country and I'll lose my last reason to live

[DeecyTee]

I'm a grown man (21) who can't take care of himself, but I'll have no choice but to live on the streets or a homeless shelter once my mom is gone, because I'm definitely not living with my dad. Once I don't have to worry about my mom who I live with finding my corpse, I'll be able to CTB without guilt. She'll be in a whole different country, and she won't ever have to even know. It's a bit of a relief.