Venting My Mom Tried Killing Herself Today

[AngelTear]

So it finally reached it breaking point. I knew something of this extreme would happen with her. Today, November 24 2025, my mom had another one of her delusional episodes and tried to kill herself by overdosing on Tylenol. She's in the hospital right now.

You'd think I should feel sad right? But I don't really feel that way. I'm upset yeah, upset I have to deal with her crazy ass for so long, her delusions and so on. I'm upset that I have nothing to support myself and no income. I'm upset that my 60yr father DOES NOT REMEMBER HIS OWN MEDICATION ROUTINE because he left it all up to my mom's crazy ass. I'm upset that these people were my parents and probably passed down the crazy gene in me. IM MAD I GOTTA DEAL WITH THIS SHIT ALONE. IM MAD MY PARENTS KEEP FUCKING HURTING ME AND PUTTING ME INTO THESE KIND OF SITUATIONS. At least she didn't take the car keys this time...

I don't care that's she's mentally ill WHEN IT CONSTANTLY HURTS US because of it. This is why I say she should've NEVER had kids ESPCIALLY ME. Shit I might kill myself now too because I NEVER WANT TO SEE THEM EVER AGAIN. FUCK THIS STUPID ASS LIFE, THIS STUPID ASS FAMILY, FUCK THIS STUPID ASS WORLD I hate it all

Edit: sorry mods removed the earlier statement

 

[sanctionme93]

I'm sorry to hear that I come from a family of shitty genes as well I feel like there should be a law where if your genetics are not top notch you should not be allowed to have kids it's just so unfair I'm forced to live a subpar life because I was cursed at birth. Is even worse not only did I not get to choose life in USA I'm not even allowed to Kindness to end it peacefully with a doctor I have to go out in a brutal way instead.

 

[AngelTear]

I'm from the USA also, at least guns are mostly easy to access here...