I went out on Saturday at 2am to the neighborhood park where there's trees ideal for hanging. Ran into a neighbor,decided to go back home, it didn't expect to see anyone at that time
I have no fight left in me to do whatever needs to be done to even survive. Because of that,every passing day worsens my situations and digs the hole deeper. It's soon my sibling's birthday so i feel like i at least need to wait a day or more after it.
Whether it's university, finding a dead-end job so it don't become homeless, finding housing or whatever, i don't see the point in anything and end up doing nothing. I just want to log out from life but it need to do so before things become catastrophic
I have no fight left in me to do whatever needs to be done to even survive. Because of that,every passing day worsens my situations and digs the hole deeper. It's soon my sibling's birthday so i feel like i at least need to wait a day or more after it.
Whether it's university, finding a dead-end job so it don't become homeless, finding housing or whatever, i don't see the point in anything and end up doing nothing. I just want to log out from life but it need to do so before things become catastrophic
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