DeutscheKartoffel
Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
- Dec 12, 2021
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As a Chinese person actually born and lived there for the first 17 years of life. I thought the whole world was like that.
From age 17-28 I spent over a decade of depression anxiety and practical turmoil and obstacles trying to get away from all that.
And now, I don't even know my fate and can't plan anything nor dare to be overly positive even though I have dreams I would like to experience.
At age 28, I realise my life was a lie, thanks to being born in a country that is so censored, un-multicultural, and isolated.
I give no recognition to my parents. And I will never consider China my country.
I don't need to be part of anything. I probably won't identify with my refugee country either.
I was just this guy that lived all his life till this point like a dream, it doesn't seem real.
From age 17-28 I spent over a decade of depression anxiety and practical turmoil and obstacles trying to get away from all that.
And now, I don't even know my fate and can't plan anything nor dare to be overly positive even though I have dreams I would like to experience.
At age 28, I realise my life was a lie, thanks to being born in a country that is so censored, un-multicultural, and isolated.
I give no recognition to my parents. And I will never consider China my country.
I don't need to be part of anything. I probably won't identify with my refugee country either.
I was just this guy that lived all his life till this point like a dream, it doesn't seem real.
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