Thinking
Specialist
- Jul 9, 2020
- 310
I am so tired and done with everything. I'm tired of being scared all the time (I have PTSD) and being scared of myself. I'm tired with dealing with all this.
Most of all, I'm tired of feeling guilty for everything. Guilt runs my life, in both big ways and small.
Like right now all I want to do is lie in bed, but I won't because I feel so ashamed and worthless to do that. (I just want to note that this is totally a double standard. I am super supportive of other people feeling this way, but with myself, there is no forgiveness).
Most of all, I'm tired of feeling guilty for everything. Guilt runs my life, in both big ways and small.
Like right now all I want to do is lie in bed, but I won't because I feel so ashamed and worthless to do that. (I just want to note that this is totally a double standard. I am super supportive of other people feeling this way, but with myself, there is no forgiveness).