a few days ago something happened in my life that I kind of bet my life on. If that point in my life went bad (im beeing vague for privacy reasons) It likely wouldve pushed me over the edge and towards ending my life. it went well and now other things in my life are too, but some of my lifes core issues (mainly the fact that im floating through life instead of living) keep shining a light on the noose from my point of view. the happyness in my life is a fragile thing and at times I look back at my past, wondering if I deserve happyness at all... Ive done some regrettable things.
all in all ive been for years swinging between fighting for a better future and craving death.
I hope yall like my vague story... Idk why i told it... maybe to cry out for help ?
all in all ive been for years swinging between fighting for a better future and craving death.
I hope yall like my vague story... Idk why i told it... maybe to cry out for help ?
