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person123

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I got a little sad now, that my life got ruined, and I didn't get to do many fun things. I find comfort in knowing that Stan Lee died, and he lived awesome life. Death is the equalizer. Stan Lee was having more fun than me, and then we're both dead, so no difference between us, and I'm not worse off than him. I like death.
 
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My life is ruined by psychiatrists. I'm literally taking anti-psychotics that invalidate me and they continue to tell me to rehabilitate myself to recover my energy, which is bullshit. Atleast, you know what? Those anti-psychotics will be the antiemetic I use to ctb lol
 
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person123

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My life is ruined by psychiatrists. I'm literally taking anti-psychotics that invalidate me and they continue to tell me to rehabilitate myself to recover my energy, which is bullshit. Atleast, you know what? Those anti-psychotics will be the antiemetic I use to ctb lol
By invalidate, you mean ruin your health?

I'm sad, cuz I wanted to do many fun things, and I would do them, if my youth was a little different. But some events ruined my life, so I basically got unlucky. It's like I was robbed, instead of having nothing from the beginning.
 
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My life is ruined by psychiatrists. I'm literally taking anti-psychotics that invalidate me and they continue to tell me to rehabilitate myself to recover my energy, which is bullshit. Atleast, you know what? Those anti-psychotics will be the antiemetic I use to ctb lol

I feel this. Antipsychotics are some wretched shit but so is psychosis. The antiemetic angle is the only silver lining I have at the moment.
 
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My life got ruined by me, no one else to blame.
 
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By invalidate, you mean ruin your health?

I'm sad, cuz I wanted to do many fun things, and I would do them, if my youth was a little different. But some events ruined my life, so I basically got unlucky. It's like I was robbed, instead of having nothing from the beginning.

I'm very lethargic with this anti-psychotic and it's not recognized by this doctor but I basically can't work or study or get ahead with my life. I have no interests in passion in life anyway so it's not only the establishment that drives me to ctb, just boredom and day-to-day meaningless things that make me suffer, like waking up early in the morning
 
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person123

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I'm very lethargic with this anti-psychotic and it's not recognized by this doctor but I basically can't work or study or get ahead with my life. I have no interests in passion in life anyway so it's not only the establishment that drives me to ctb, just boredom and day-to-day meaningless things that make me suffer, like waking up early in the morning
Lethargy is fine, there are worse brain diseases, like OCD, and panic disorder.
 
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KuRsAnI

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Lethargy is fine, there are worse brain diseases, like OCD, and panic disorder.

OCD, like having thoughts pour into your head incessantly? I kinda have that. But my lethargy is incapaciitating. My brain is hit by these anti-psychotics and I can't make an effort. It's not depression
 

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