My last attempt, how painful would it have been?

[Beaver]

Back then it was different and I felt cornered into trying to end things since I had been failing every single class and didn't want to live to see my parents disappointment in my school year. I got Abrus Precatorius seeds online, smashed them all up and drank them and let it sit in my stomach for 12 hours. I walked out of the hospital 2 weeks later never in any pain so somehow the stuff never got into my system. Im curious as to how this could be the case since I took 15 of these seeds. Is the dangerous part in the shell? I threw those out maybe that is why nothing happened. I chose this method because I could go to the hospital and get pain meds while dying and since abrin has no antidote I thought I would be dead for sure. My next method will be with SN soon. If anyone has a better understanding of abrin i'd like to hear, I was under the impression that after 8 hours nothing could be done to save me.

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

I'm not sure honestly... follow the stans guide if you do.

do you think there's an afterlife?

 

[Lordsudbury]

Back then it was different and I felt cornered into trying to end things since I had been failing every single class and didn't want to live to see my parents disappointment in my school year. I got Abrus Precatorius seeds online, smashed them all up and drank them and let it sit in my stomach for 12 hours. I walked out of the hospital 2 weeks later never in any pain so somehow the stuff never got into my system. Im curious as to how this could be the case since I took 15 of these seeds. Is the dangerous part in the shell? I threw those out maybe that is why nothing happened. I chose this method because I could go to the hospital and get pain meds while dying and since abrin has no antidote I thought I would be dead for sure. My next method will be with SN soon. If anyone has a better understanding of abrin i'd like to hear, I was under the impression that after 8 hours nothing could be done to save me.

I've never heard this method can you explain it to us a little bit

 

[Beaver]

I've never heard this method can you explain it to us a little bit

There is an incredibly toxic protein inside of the seed of this plant and it is 42 thousand times as powerful as cyanide and has no possible method of saving someone who has it in their system. Somehow when it was digested by me I never had any reaction to it, if I had a pure extraction of the protein it may have worked or if I had injected it in my blood stream. I didn't realize how painful it would have been until I got their and they told me it would result on a possible month long death of total organ failure, but that was probably just the worst possible scenario. It is very similar to ricin which was on Breaking Bad. Another thing I remember is that Ricin can be lethal to others by the sweat of another person who is suffering the effects of it, but Abrin does not do this for some reason.

 

[Lordsudbury]

Damn I wanna get some

 

[Beaver]

Damn I wanna get some

I would 100 percent advise against this due to what I heard was unimaginable month long agony, but another reason I took this was because after 24 hours there's no trace in your system which would make it hard to prove a suicide.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I would 100 percent advise against this due to what I heard was unimaginable month long agony, but another reason I took this was because after 24 hours there's no trace in your system which would make it hard to prove a suicide.

I looked at this and from what I could see needs to get in blood stream, jewellery makers accidentally die from pricks to fingers. Should have also worked for ingestion but not always, seed case and contents need to be crushed and older hard seeds should be more potent but risk in everything.

 

[Weary Soul]

Also, are you certain they were the correct seeds (in other words, someone sold you non-toxic seeds that looked similar)?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Abrin - an overview | ScienceDirect Topics

www.sciencedirect.com

Abrin - Wikipedia

en.m.wikipedia.org

 

[Gromit-CTB]

https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/15563650.2019.1655150?needAccess=true&journalCode=ictx20

This guy did 1000 seeds

 

[PointlessStruggle]

no clue. that would seem to me almost like some kind of divine intervention. just lol if God actually tried to stop your death just to keep you here, brutal

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Survival after an Intentional Ingestion of Crushed Abrus Seeds

Abrus precatorius seeds contain one of the most potent toxins known to man. However, because of the seed’s outer hard coat the vast majority of ingestions cause only mild symptoms and typically results in complete recovery. If the seeds are crushed ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Two different cases one fatal 20 seeds and one non fatal 10 seeds.
When I looked at this was was going to crush 100 seeds.