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Lovemykids

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Oct 1, 2018
349
Hey guys


Im based in Canada and some of you might know me from my previous post


Just wanted to share my experience as I am one of the stubborn and you can say a coward that only want to ctb painless way with N


I considered exit mask but afraid might get it wrong and I don't want to end up being vegetable


I ordered my N from A more than 2 weeks ago

Courier method: private

payment : bitcoin


A was very responsive and he mailed my package more than 2 weeks ago


Since its private courier he said he will not be giving the tracking info but will update me with status


On the 2nd week I received letter from CBSA package has been seized and referred to health Canada dépt


I felt so lost and finally found a guy Timotey on 8ch from LA selling N, I have no idea if this guys was legit and After number of email I risk sending my Id to him proving him Im not a cop or anything he agreed to meet me, I just can't risk another disappointment


His price was higher than A but for me being so desperate I don't mind and took a drive cross border, I have a nexus pass and usually the customs don't check in nexus fast lane


After few days journey I finally got hands on my N, I have a test kit with me and it looks genuine


I didn't open the bottle but rather peel off the blue cap which was rather so easy exposing the rubber part to extract out using needle

His bottle are pre-changed with random labels

Sanctioned-S has been a great place to meet so many wonderful people and to share/obtain information


Im so relieved to plan my date within a week or two to depart


So far I've done/planned my insurance beneficiary, pension plan, wills, and my funeral arrangement


Only thing left now is for me to plan a date

I couldn't find any pic of N bottle here anyone posted so I decide to post thé one i got , I'm not sure if it's the same as the one people got from A

I came here to obtain information for my ctb and I feel fair enough to share


Give where we live


Peace
 

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fuckthis

fuckthis

I've made up my mind.
Sep 23, 2018
263
Fuck! It's like a magic potion! Must feel great to have a bottle. Good luck man!
 
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Stryxmain

Member
Oct 24, 2018
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I've always chickened out ordering N because of customs (I'm from Canada too). I can afford it but getting my package seize would make me go crazy.
 
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Lovemykids

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Oct 1, 2018
349
I've always chickened out ordering N because of customs (I'm from Canada too). I can afford it but getting my package seize would make me go crazy.

I guess CBSA don't care much to come after you

From what I heard once they sent u the love letter your name will be on blacklist which means any further package will be scrutinize

I can't wait nor take another risk ordering online even from another supplier because the need to go soon is closer
 
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Mud.

Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
That's the real stuff.
Brand name Pisabental.
You're good.

I wish you all the best.
Peace!
 
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Ghab

Student
Aug 6, 2018
134
Oh how I wish I could be you.
 
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worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
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You are so lucky! I wish you the best. Not too many people get this luxury.
 
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Chinaski

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Sep 1, 2018
3,106
I'm so happy for you that you got your N.I really appreciate you posting pics of bottle.It looks exactly like the one I got from A on October 10th

In which case the pics should probably be taken down, surely unwise to post pics of N that are identical to those A sends.
 
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Lovemykids

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Chinaski

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In which case the pics should probably be taken down, surely unwise to post pics of N that are identical to those A sends.

Reread this and it sounds like horribly snarky, backseat modding. Awful post. I apologise, and I'm happy for you that you got what you wanted after all the trouble you went to.
 
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worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
Thanks
Hopefully can prepare my departure next week
You're very welcome. My mouth literally watered when I looked at the bottle u shown.
 
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Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
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Ah, that's wonderful my friend. Glad the trip was worth it.
 
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GeorgeEastman

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Sep 3, 2018
470
Damn, here I am stuck staring at bullets in Cabela's.

I enjoy them though, and stand in awe at how they could bust my head into about 4553 pieces.
 
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Cromulus

Member
Apr 20, 2018
71
Hey guys


Im based in Canada and some of you might know me from my previous post


Just wanted to share my experience as I am one of the stubborn and you can say a coward that only want to ctb painless way with N


I considered exit mask but afraid might get it wrong and I don't want to end up being vegetable


I ordered my N from A more than 2 weeks ago

Courier method: private

payment : bitcoin


A was very responsive and he mailed my package more than 2 weeks ago


Since its private courier he said he will not be giving the tracking info but will update me with status


On the 2nd week I received letter from CBSA package has been seized and referred to health Canada dépt


I felt so lost and finally found a guy Timotey on 8ch from LA selling N, I have no idea if this guys was legit and After number of email I risk sending my Id to him proving him Im not a cop or anything he agreed to meet me, I just can't risk another disappointment


His price was higher than A but for me being so desperate I don't mind and took a drive cross border, I have a nexus pass and usually the customs don't check in nexus fast lane


After few days journey I finally got hands on my N, I have a test kit with me and it looks genuine


I didn't open the bottle but rather peel off the blue cap which was rather so easy exposing the rubber part to extract out using needle

His bottle are pre-changed with random labels

Sanctioned-S has been a great place to meet so many wonderful people and to share/obtain information


Im so relieved to plan my date within a week or two to depart


So far I've done/planned my insurance beneficiary, pension plan, wills, and my funeral arrangement


Only thing left now is for me to plan a date

I couldn't find any pic of N bottle here anyone posted so I decide to post thé one i got , I'm not sure if it's the same as the one people got from A

I came here to obtain information for my ctb and I feel fair enough to share


Give where we live


Peace
Yes I have on bottle from A and it looks identical
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Hey man, I'm happy for you, and at the same time I'm envying you.

We ordered the N together. I'm still waiting for mine, no news yet. Maybe I'll be lucky.

You're quite tenacious! That was awesome, really. It'll be good when you leave this life on your own terms.
 
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Lovemykids

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Oct 1, 2018
349
Hey man, I'm happy for you, and at the same time I'm envying you.

We ordered the N together. I'm still waiting for mine, no news yet. Maybe I'll be lucky.

You're quite tenacious! That was awesome, really. It'll be good when you leave this life on your own terms.

Thanks
Gonna extract out half teaspoon using the needle and test tonight
Wanna feel how it kicks in
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Thanks
Gonna extract out half teaspoon using the needle and test tonight
Wanna feel how it kicks in

Let us know the results. Your impressions about the taste too.
 
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Lovemykids

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Oct 1, 2018
349
Let us know the results. Your impressions about the taste too.

I had a bit of taste earlier
You know how if you crushed some pills that is bitter and have them in your mouth without swallowing for 5 minutes or so it taste like that

But if you are good shot drinking with whiskey and gulp it It might not be as bad I think, well that what I feel

I think 200ml by looking at the bottle look scary but when I think pain vs taste = better suffer with the taste
 
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Kooz

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Aug 26, 2018
129
Always good to have some chocolate with you as well.
 
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Lovemykids

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349
Always good to have some chocolate with you as well.

Yeah I bought single malt glenfiddich and dark chocolate
 
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Cromulus

Member
Apr 20, 2018
71
If your good at shooting 40 percent liqour there's no way you can't handle it. Mind over matter ignore your taste and gag reflex and chase.
 
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Fcancer

Student
Sep 24, 2018
184
I had a bit of taste earlier
You know how if you crushed some pills that is bitter and have them in your mouth without swallowing for 5 minutes or so it taste like that

But if you are good shot drinking with whiskey and gulp it It might not be as bad I think, well that what I feel

I think 200ml by looking at the bottle look scary but when I think pain vs taste = better suffer with the taste
Lidocaine maybe?? Won't get rid of all the taste if it's as funky as you say, but might mask somewhat.
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
May 25, 2018
480
Hey guys


Im based in Canada and some of you might know me from my previous post


Just wanted to share my experience as I am one of the stubborn and you can say a coward that only want to ctb painless way with N


I considered exit mask but afraid might get it wrong and I don't want to end up being vegetable


I ordered my N from A more than 2 weeks ago

Courier method: private

payment : bitcoin


A was very responsive and he mailed my package more than 2 weeks ago


Since its private courier he said he will not be giving the tracking info but will update me with status


On the 2nd week I received letter from CBSA package has been seized and referred to health Canada dépt


I felt so lost and finally found a guy Timotey on 8ch from LA selling N, I have no idea if this guys was legit and After number of email I risk sending my Id to him proving him Im not a cop or anything he agreed to meet me, I just can't risk another disappointment


His price was higher than A but for me being so desperate I don't mind and took a drive cross border, I have a nexus pass and usually the customs don't check in nexus fast lane


After few days journey I finally got hands on my N, I have a test kit with me and it looks genuine


I didn't open the bottle but rather peel off the blue cap which was rather so easy exposing the rubber part to extract out using needle

His bottle are pre-changed with random labels

Sanctioned-S has been a great place to meet so many wonderful people and to share/obtain information


Im so relieved to plan my date within a week or two to depart


So far I've done/planned my insurance beneficiary, pension plan, wills, and my funeral arrangement


Only thing left now is for me to plan a date

I couldn't find any pic of N bottle here anyone posted so I decide to post thé one i got , I'm not sure if it's the same as the one people got from A

I came here to obtain information for my ctb and I feel fair enough to share


Give where we live


Peace


did you get 2 bottles or 1 . how much anti-emetic will you take and what dosage
?
 
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Lovemykids

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Oct 1, 2018
349
I bought 3 bottle
Planning stat dose of antiemetic on the final day
 
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Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,106
I bought 3 bottle
Planning stat dose of antiemetic on the final day

Taste wise, are you confident that it's something you can readily manage to gulp down and keep down?
 
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Lovemykids

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Oct 1, 2018
349
I think it's totally doable
I drink whiskey and compare to this is extreme bitter

I plan to have in 2 glass and 2 whiskey shot and chocolate
 
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Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,106
I think it's totally doable
I drink whiskey and compare to this is extreme bitter

I plan to have in 2 glass and 2 whiskey shot and chocolate

See, for me drinking a whiskey takes an age, if l try and gulp it down l immediately gag, no way could l neck 200ml of whiskey but I'm happy to read you're so confident.
 
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Lovemykids

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Oct 1, 2018
349

U should try this I think about 300ml
 
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RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,129
Yeah it feels amazing to hold that bottle in your hands. I know that feeling. It took 2 weeks to arrive here and when it did, so much weight fell from my shoulders. I could finally breath again. And it's gonna be the magic drink that will guarantee a peaceful sleep very soon.
 
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