My hanging set up

[inpeace00]

Hey y'all, i finally decided on which method to use and i think i'll go with hanging: it's affordable, accessible and well, a rope and a bunch of drugs are the only things i have in my hands tonight.
I found this noose i made a few months ago:

I remember testing it (accidentally actually) and well, it left a huge red mark around my neck: i couldn't breathe and it seemed like it was working, although i had to jump off because i wasn't planning on doing it that day since i wasn't even alone.
Do you people think this is rope is going to be alright for a long drop/short drop? I really don't mind the pain or to slowly suffocate to death; i just wanna make sure the noose won't open or slip.

This is how much of it i still have:

It's A LOT: but that's because im not really sure what to do next

This is the support i'll be putting the rope on:

It's basically two long support steel bars: it's tied on the wall with three platforms, all fixed in place with two screws; one on the upper side and one on the lower side of the platform.
The one pictured here has one screw (the upper one) which is a bit loose, i tried screwing it with a screwdriver but it didn't worked: my guess is that it was poorly fixed on the wall to begin with so i can't really do anything about it. The other two platforms seem to be fixed perfectly on the wall however

My issue here is that im not sure how to tie it safely to the support. What should i do?

This is the height:

Bad picture, sorry. I think it should be enough for a long drop if i jump but im not really sure. Still, it doesn't matter that much

Just a close up of how much the support bars bend if i apply force on the noose. Almost indetectable, although the front platform tends to be a little shaky because of the loose screw


Irrelevant, but cute drawing i made for the page i'll write my last will on


How is it all looking? Is it going to be a complete disaster? Will the support bar hang? How should i tie the rest of the rope to it?
Im going to need some help with this as soon as possible as it's already night time and i need to hurry up since im alone at the moment
Thank you very much for reading this post

 

[oivoi]

I don't know how to answer your questions but what a beautiful and cute drawing!

 

[NothingElseMatters]

I think you're way ready to go, wish I have all those materials too.

 

[x-Ace-x]

Your post looks very organized and detailed. Appreciate your efforts :)

Regarding the first picture, what kind of knot is that? The most popular one, as far as I know, is slip knot. If that's a hangman's knot, then you may have a problem with short drop suspension as it's generally used for long drop hangings with drop tables and may not tighten enough, prolonging the consciousness.

Full and short drop suspensions can be very painful if you're suffocating for a long time. Would advise going for a partial suspension personally.

The anchor point of rope looks solid. I'd try pulling a rope down with a lot of force while having your foot or arm instead. It may not be good if it bends a lot, although from the picture you sent, if that's with a lot of force, then it definitely looks good.

Don't know about the height as it's hard from the picture you've given to say but if you've tested it and it's far enough from the ground, then it's all good as well

Overall looks like a very solid setup to me :)

 

[FriendofDeath]

It looks like you know what you're getting yourself into. Prepared and tested. The picture you drew shows talent. I wish you didn't feel so rushed, but you seem to be working with purpose. I wish you peace and send light and love!

 

[inpeace00]

@lis54 & @FriendofDeath Thank you ~

@NothingElseMatters I bought the rope from Amazon, i think 8 months ago: it's like, 20 meters long and can support up to 450kg (or at least that's what the seller said). It was pretty cheap too; not sure if it's still for sale though but it should be i think

@x-Ace-x Thanks! Glad you found it to be organized
I believe the noose was supposed to be an hangman noose: i remember following a youtube tutorial at the time; it was really difficult to make as im not good with following instructions or using ropes; should i untie it and try making a slip knot instead? Is there any risk with using an hangman noose in this case?
Thank you very much for your reply by the way!

 

[x-Ace-x]

@lis54 & @FriendofDeath Thank you ~

@NothingElseMatters I bought the rope from Amazon, i think 8 months ago: it's like, 20 meters long and can support up to 450kg (or at least that's what the seller said). It was pretty cheap too; not sure if it's still for sale though but it should be i think

@x-Ace-x Thanks! Glad you found it to be organized
I believe the noose was supposed to be an hangman noose: i remember following a youtube tutorial at the time; it was really difficult to make as im not good with following instructions or using ropes; should i untie it and try making a slip knot instead? Is there any risk with using an hangman noose in this case?
Thank you very much for your reply by the way!

You could make a slip knot and compare to the one you have now. It should tighten more firmly around the neck so carotid arteries are better compressed.

 

[Winston]

Very impressive, @inpeace00 I admire your courage and sense of thoroughness. I wish you peace. Cheers, mate.

 

[inpeace00]

Thanks for all the helpful replies: i'll give it a try and hopefully it's going to work. In case i get interrupted (before doing it) i'll just postpone it to the next time. Yew haw

 

[ssaaahmo]

sending hugs and good thoughts your way

 

[YukiFox]

As Ixtab priestess, I'll pray for you and will receive a great peace and comfort from my Goddess.