badenddonuts

badenddonuts

Member
Dec 31, 2025
26
today's the day. i haven't been on this website for long, at least not with an account, but for as long as i have it's been very useful to me. i'm grateful for all the resources provided with ease of access, especially considering i hadn't settled on a solid plan until i went on here. i'm also grateful to all the people who offered companionship and support, though i did not take anyone up on those offers. i've always been a very private person, and social interaction isn't exactly on my list of things to do, hahaha.

once i finish writing this, i'm going out to dinner for my last meal (ramen and takoyaki if anyone is curious. takoyaki is my favorite food, and the ramen is just the main dish.) and after 2 hours it'll be time to leave. i'm not going to say i'm satisfied with my life, not at all, but i'm at a point where there is no way to be satisfied. so, that's that. i think i'll be much better off when i'm gone. there is a chance i will not succeed, of course, and if i fail i'll probably become a somewhat frequent user of this website.

i set up a playlist of my favorite songs for those who care to listen. i've listened to most of them for years, and the ones that i haven't are still very dear to my heart. my absolute favorite is aiirenai. if i were to have one wish granted upon my death, it would be for rulu to receive the recognition they deserve for their compositional work. they're my favorite artist by far. here is the link. it is linked to my regular youtube account, so fair warning. i don't post anything on there, but you know how things are with all that. you should also all play stella glow. it is my favorite 3ds game. music and stella glow are my only true passions in this world. i was born to be a walking advertisement for a game that no one cares about.

i expected to have much more to say, but the words aren't really coming to mind, hahaha..in any case, i wish everyone here all the happiness in the world. i hope you all succeed in your goals, regardless of what those goals are.
the link messed up the formatting but honestly i'll be dead in like 4 hours so i don't care. haha
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
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good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire šŸ«‚:heart:
 
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Realog11

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Dec 4, 2025
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today's the day. i haven't been on this website for long, at least not with an account, but for as long as i have it's been very useful to me. i'm grateful for all the resources provided with ease of access, especially considering i hadn't settled on a solid plan until i went on here. i'm also grateful to all the people who offered companionship and support, though i did not take anyone up on those offers. i've always been a very private person, and social interaction isn't exactly on my list of things to do, hahaha.

once i finish writing this, i'm going out to dinner for my last meal (ramen and takoyaki if anyone is curious. takoyaki is my favorite food, and the ramen is just the main dish.) and after 2 hours it'll be time to leave. i'm not going to say i'm satisfied with my life, not at all, but i'm at a point where there is no way to be satisfied. so, that's that. i think i'll be much better off when i'm gone. there is a chance i will not succeed, of course, and if i fail i'll probably become a somewhat frequent user of this website.

i set up a playlist of my favorite songs for those who care to listen. i've listened to most of them for years, and the ones that i haven't are still very dear to my heart. my absolute favorite is aiirenai. if i were to have one wish granted upon my death, it would be for rulu to receive the recognition they deserve for their compositional work. they're my favorite artist by far. here is the link. it is linked to my regular youtube account, so fair warning. i don't post anything on there, but you know how things are with all that. you should also all play stella glow. it is my favorite 3ds game. music and stella glow are my only true passions in this world. i was born to be a walking advertisement for a game that no one cares about.

i expected to have much more to say, but the words aren't really coming to mind, hahaha..in any case, i wish everyone here all the happiness in the world. i hope you all succeed in your goals, regardless of what those goals are.
the link messed up the formatting but honestly i'll be dead in like 4 hours so i don't care. haha

Good luck
 
amor.dor

amor.dor

Losing my religion
Dec 24, 2025
225
If this is your will, I wish for you to be at peace. Don't rush.
 
Sphinxi

Sphinxi

Member
Jan 4, 2026
81
It sounds like from your message that there are still things in this world that you like and want to impact. If you feel differently after eating a nice meal, there is no shame in abandoning ctb for today. There's no need to hurry. Wishing you peace
 

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