My goodbye post

[imacrybaby]

In about 7 hours, I will hang myself. I have had depression for 7 years, I've tried therapy, different meds, I've been to the psychiatric ward 2 times already. I feel guilty for doing this to my parents, but I genuinely see no way that I could live a life. They will find my dead body tomorrow morning. I'm tired, so tired. I can't go on like this anymore.
I'm having trouble truly grasping that I will be gone. No more consciousness, no more nothing. It's so hard to truly come to terms with it.
I'm spending my last day watching Bojack Horseman, my favorite show.

 

[storm15]

I hope you find peace

 

[xLosthopex]

I'm so sorry that life has brought you to this point. I will be following not long after you. Sending love

 

[StateOfMind]

I hope it works out well for you and that you enjoy your last moments.

 

[Deleted member 23009]

I'm sorry to hear everything you've gone through.. I sincerely hope you find the peace you deserve. Much love to you

 

[Rn110bg101]

Good night, I hope you'll be at peace in whatever you choose.

 

[LastWhisper]

Wish you peace. Sleep well.

 

[Pho3nix]

Sorry to hear this. I hope you find peace and no more emotional pain.

 

[TripleA]

Wish you eternal peace

 

[MiseryLovesMyCompany]

I'm sorry that things have come to this for you. I hope you'll find peace and it'll happen fast without much pain.

 

[BlackCatTalk]

Wish you peace, send you love

 

[Symbiote]

Fly free and hope to see everyone else on the other side one day.

 

[woxihuanni]

I wish you a swift passing and peace. However, I wish you could have a more peaceful method, as well...

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Save travels, stranger

 

[sadworld]

Good luck, hopefully it will be fast and painless

 

[death137]

Peace be with you

 

[x~Sophia~x]

wishing you a quick and peaceful journey x

 

[Ghost2211]

Swift travels. I hope you find peace

 

[SelfLiberation]

I hope you'll find what are you looking for. Good luck.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[lostholmer]

Damn, I really sorry that you've had everything that led to this. Hope you'll find peace
BoJack is a wonderful choice for this moment!

 

[InterstateFlowers]

Have a peaceful journey, I wish you amazing things and lots of love on the other side of the veil

 

[imacrybaby]

Update guys I tried it a million different ways but I couldn't do it. I can only do partial suspension. I would feel pressure on my neck but could still breathe, and I've tried different heights and different tightness of the rope around my neck and nothing worked. I'm at a loss. It seems like everyone can do hanging with every imaginable rope but somehow I couldn't. I don't know why. I've been trying for half an hour. I'm at a loss of what to do. I can't live but I can't die. I fail at everything, even this. I'm truly lost.

 

[greebo6]

May you find the peace you seek.

 

[Jumper Geo]

So sorry your leaving us, they are developing new treatments for depression like the ketamine spray but it's so expensive no one can afford to use it, maybe next year they will realise and the price will plumet, link below, there are woese things to watch than Bojack Horseman on your last day, I wish you peace and a quick exit from this shit world.

Page not found - Voyager Medical

voyagermedical.com

Best wishes

Geo

 

[muffin222]

I'm so sorry life has brought you such pain and sorrow. I hope that things work out how you want them to in the end

 

[HelloHell]

I wish you peace and a painless journey. Good luck!

 

[MiseryLovesMyCompany]

Update guys I tried it a million different ways but I couldn't do it. I can only do partial suspension. I would feel pressure on my neck but could still breathe, and I've tried different heights and different tightness of the rope around my neck and nothing worked. I'm at a loss. It seems like everyone can do hanging with every imaginable rope but somehow I couldn't. I don't know why. I've been trying for half an hour. I'm at a loss of what to do. I can't live but I can't die. I fail at everything, even this. I'm truly lost.

I'm sorry, I can relate. I felt the same while trying partial. It was a terrible feeling that I couldn't even ctb. At one point I had enough for good and ordered SN.

 

[Silver]

Update guys I tried it a million different ways but I couldn't do it. I can only do partial suspension. I would feel pressure on my neck but could still breathe, and I've tried different heights and different tightness of the rope around my neck and nothing worked. I'm at a loss. It seems like everyone can do hanging with every imaginable rope but somehow I couldn't. I don't know why. I've been trying for half an hour. I'm at a loss of what to do. I can't live but I can't die. I fail at everything, even this. I'm truly lost.

Did you try changing the angle by leaning forwards or sitting backwards?

 

[AJ95]

Update guys I tried it a million different ways but I couldn't do it. I can only do partial suspension. I would feel pressure on my neck but could still breathe, and I've tried different heights and different tightness of the rope around my neck and nothing worked. I'm at a loss. It seems like everyone can do hanging with every imaginable rope but somehow I couldn't. I don't know why. I've been trying for half an hour. I'm at a loss of what to do. I can't live but I can't die. I fail at everything, even this. I'm truly lost.

I'm sorry :(

Maybe you could try SN?