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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
I have not started a thread before because I am not sure I can keep up with any responses, and please, no need to respond, but I feel the need to vent a bit. If I do not respond to anyone that might post here, it is not a reflection on anyone but me.

It absolutely breaks my heart to meet people here and then see them go on.

This place has become the family I never had - the support here is like nothing I have ever seen in any chat room I have ever been to.

I am not posting this because I want to change people's minds.

I believe in autonomy and get what drives people to this place - who am I to dictate what they want to do with their life?

With that being said, it STILL breaks my heart. So I will end with this:

If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do


Peace and love to all of you who are still here and those of you have moved on.

:heart:
 
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lunargreenx

lunargreenx

21 year old gay boy
Jun 16, 2020
139
"I wish I could show you when you are lonely or in darkness the astonishing light of your own being." - Hafiz
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
7,183
First of all, gratz on your first thread!

I also care about the people who leave even I've never talked to some of them but well, such is life, especially among this community.

Thanks for caring about us too! I don't know when I'll leave but I really appreciate it.

Last but not least, here goes a quote by Lost I love:


"We live together, we die alone."
 
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SorrySandy

SorrySandy

Æmber
Nov 15, 2020
45
Exactly how I feel, you wrote that so well WearySoul
 
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lunargreenx

lunargreenx

21 year old gay boy
Jun 16, 2020
139
First of all, gratz on your first thread!

I also care about the people who leave even I've never talked to some of them but well, such is life, especially among this community.

Thanks for caring for us too! I don't when I'll leave but I really appreciate.

Last but not least, here goes a quote by Lost I love:


"We live together, we die alone."

Sadly some of us live alone and die alone. Which will be my case.
 
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Scooby-Doo

Scooby-Doo

Student
Oct 10, 2019
133
A light goes out and a star shines bright.
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,671
That was a beautiful post. Beautiful words.
Thank you for sharing it with everyone. :hug:
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
Thank you so much everyone.

My life, like many here, has been so very hard.

While I too live alone and will die alone, it has been such a comfort to me to find this place.

Your words mean the world to me.

:heart:
 
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Nimbus

Nimbus

Hanging on is hard
Dec 2, 2019
211
@Weary Soul, you have a uniquely kind heart :heart:.

You have been such a comfort to me. This site is better because you're here.
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
Ok, now you have done it. That just brought tears to my eyes.

You have been such a comfort to me as well - thank you so much.

:heart:
 
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Nimbus

Nimbus

Hanging on is hard
Dec 2, 2019
211
Me too, dammit! :aw: :heart::hug:
 
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