My first attempt (FAILED)

[DeadAtNight]

UPDATE:
I failed my first attempt. I couldn't pass out, survival instinct kicks in and 30 seconds later, I'm still awake, I did not lose consciousness.
I think I might be in trouble now. My family and everyone they know, will now know that I'm depressed and suicidal. I'm scared and I don't know what to do.

Original post:

Today will be my first suicide attempt. I hope I will succeed in killing myself, by partial hanging. I hope I will die just as I intend to. I hope I die, I hope I die.

Thank you, to those who gave me tips and advice, for all the help. You're all the best depressed people I've ever talked to. I wish you all the best. If I die today, then this will be my only suicide attempt. I want peace now, true peace. No more me, no more of my body, no more of my mind. Nothing left of me. That is all that I want now. Thank you, thank you.

I'll keep this account active just to check on some posts, but if I die today, then this will be my last written words on the site. Again, I hope I die, and I hope you will one day find peace as well.

Goodbye, and hopefully, farewell.

 

[MrThe]

Hey, can I suggest you something? Before you go, please listen to the beautiful melodies of Waltz of the Flowers. Its truly amazing thing to do even in this pointless life. Maybe after that you can look further into the channel and look some more musics if you have nothing to do.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I wish you the best of luck with your plans and I hope you find true peace from this existence.

 

[tiredone]

All the best. Hope you find what you are looking for.

 

[wiinterfrost]

i hope you have a peaceful journey. fare well

 

[larastoned]

Bon voyage.

X

 

[haibane]

Good luck and hope u will find the peace ure looking for

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for a successfull and peacefull journey. Rest easy, sleep well.

 

[Ashe]

I hope you find your peace with the journey ahead

 

[theboy]

Peace

 

[sash]

Hi. Did your family find out? You said you woke up. If they dont know, they dont need to know

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Hey, can I suggest you something? Before you go, please listen to the beautiful melodies of Waltz of the Flowers. Its truly amazing thing to do even in this pointless life. Maybe after that you can look further into the channel and look some more musics if you have nothing to do.

All your postings are like this, I see what you're doing. If you want to help or save people, keep it for the recovery section. You signed up at a pro choice forum. Please read the rules.

 

[Unwr!tten]

is this a goodbye thread? I'm sorry you're so scared and I hope things look up, whether that be in your life or your next attempt. Life is hard and scary and failing an attempt can be absolutely devastating. Please stay safe. XoXoXo

 

[MrThe]

All your postings are like this, I see what you're doing. If you want to help or save people, keep it for the recovery section. You signed up at a pro choice forum. Please read the rules.

Sorry

 

[real human being]

I'm sorry, that must suck.

 

[claraisnotcarol]

did your family found out? or did you manage to hide everything since you never passed out?

I'm sorry to hear that. don't worry, most of us have had failed attempts at some point. maybe it's not the way for you

 

[snowcloud9]

Are you okay? Did your family figure out you attempted? I hope you didn't get taken to the psych prison. You can buy some concealer if you have bruise marks.

 

[paintedbutterfly676]

A lot of us have failed suicide. It hurts. All of it hurts. People finding out, the changes, everything. It hurts. But it will teach you something. And you will have another chance. I promise.

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

I feel like a lot of people fail their first attempt. In theory it seems so easy, but when you have the rope tightening around your neck it changes everything. Don't feel too bad about it though because I've failed maybe a dozen times. Suicide isn't the easy way out people have said all our lives.