Method My Final Goodnight

[Kennedy]

Tonight I will begin by leaving an excess of food and water for my animals. Although, I doubt they will need as much as I'll give them. I'm supposed to go home for Christmas tomorrow... My mum will know that something has happened when I don't update her on my travel plans. I'm just thankful that I live 2 hours away from her. She won't be the one to find me. She's requested wellness checks in the past when she was worried (shortly after a near-fatal suicide attempt).

I'll then take a warm bath and listen to music as my pre-SN meds kick in. I'll dress in my most comfortable clothing and say goodbye to my animals. They are my heart.

My final act will be talking to my Mum over Messenger before I take my SN. We will say goodnight and I'll tell her that I love her. It will appear normal to her as we do so all the time... but for me, it will be my final goodnight.

I will then finally cuddle up in my clean sheets and sleep. My cats will undoubtedly join me. I will love them until I no longer can.

With my letters, I'm going to leave behind an SD card containing my favourite music and all of the photos I've taken over the years.

This will break my family and that is something I can never truly apologize for.


If I never reply to this thread, you'll know that I'm gone.

 

[JohnDoe1]

Sounds like a good plan. All the best. I hope you find peace.

 

[RedBuns]

I wish you the best of luck and i hope you find some peace on the other side.

 

[explorer]

Wish you find peace and happiness

 

[therhydler]

I hope you have a peaceful journey, lots of hugs

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Have a safe and peaceful journey on the other side.

 

[MachineGunDani]

Aww, this post was so nicely written. I'm sorry ur hurting and I only wish u peace! Hugs

 

[iHeartRockArt]

Wow, made me tear up a little, as I know how you feel about your animals. I'm so sorry you're hurting and that you have to say goodbye to your family, but I wish you safe travels to your next destination. May peace be with you always.

 

[gingerplum]

Kennedy, I wish I had the chance to know you before you departed. Godspeed on your journey to peace.

 

[NotWorthLiving]

I wish you luck. Peace be with you

 

[Lunaemoth]

It's nice that you are making plans to take care of your animals, say goodbye to your mother and be warm and comfortable when you go... I like the idea of the SD card as well.

Good luck... I hope you find your peace.

 

[Bex83]

Another goodbye, good luck, and always peace..

 

[Politecat]

Goodbye, I hope everything turns out as planned. see you on the other side.

 

[furax53]

good luck and good trip

 

[Philip]

This post just ripped my heart out. May you find your peace tonight.

 

[Philip]

I am for real crying

 

[TAW122]

Sounds like a plan, and I'm sorry that it will hurt your mother, but only you know what is best in your situation. Good luck and I hope you are able to find peace.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

Tonight I will begin by leaving an excess of food and water for my animals. Although, I doubt they will need as much as I'll give them. I'm supposed to go home for Christmas tomorrow... My mum will know that something has happened when I don't update her on my travel plans. I'm just thankful that I live 2 hours away from her. She won't be the one to find me. She's requested wellness checks in the past when she was worried (shortly after a near-fatal suicide attempt).

I'll then take a warm bath and listen to music as my pre-SN meds kick in. I'll dress in my most comfortable clothing and say goodbye to my animals. They are my heart.

My final act will be talking to my Mum over Messenger before I take my SN. We will say goodnight and I'll tell her that I love her. It will appear normal to her as we do so all the time... but for me, it will be my final goodnight.

I will then finally cuddle up in my clean sheets and sleep. My cats will undoubtedly join me. I will love them until I no longer can.

With my letters, I'm going to leave behind an SD card containing my favourite music and all of the photos I've taken over the years.

This will break my family and that is something I can never truly apologize for.


If I never reply to this thread, you'll know that I'm gone.

i wish you all the peace you deserve. we all here deserve it. goodnight forever

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[Thoughtforms]

Hi Kennedy do let us know if you're ok. Noticed you were online

Otherwise RIP x

 

[SiArc]

May peace find you.

 

[Thoughtforms]

Looks like they have gone.
Peace be with you xx

 

[Hunter]

Rest In Peace, dear one. I will follow soon.

 

[GhostedToast]

i hope you managed to find peace.