My father wishes, he had never saved me

[Gone soon]

I just had an argument with my father
Today I'm wearing all red, which means a dress, stockings, high heels. All bright red, which is my favourite colour. He went mad as he saw it, threatened to throw me out of the house. And he said it would have been better if he had come in too late when I attempted to hang myself. It's so devastating being hated so much

 

[cryptoinvestor]

That's abusive, so sorry. Are you able to move out?

 

[Gone soon]

Only by suicide, which means soon

 

[buoy]

I just had an argument with my father
Today I'm wearing all red, which means a dress, stockings, high heels. All bright red, which is my favourite colour. He went mad as he saw it, threatened to throw me out of the house. And he said it would have been better if he had come in too late when I attempted to hang myself. It's so devastating being hated so much

Fuck that guy… people who talk that way are emotionally immature. Get out of that house, asap. Being homeless is better than one person "driving you to the bus'. You're of value, your feelings are valid

 

[emoplugg]

im so sorry. i know how it feels, as a fellow trans person. if there is an afterlife, i hope we are able to live in our true bodies <3

 

[nohopenofuture31]

I just had an argument with my father
Today I'm wearing all red, which means a dress, stockings, high heels. All bright red, which is my favourite colour. He went mad as he saw it, threatened to throw me out of the house. And he said it would have been better if he had come in too late when I attempted to hang myself. It's so devastating being hated so much

There are so many people out there who accept you for who you are and love you no matter what. Sometimes family is toxic - it sounds like that's what you're dealing with. I'm not trans but am LGBTQ and was lucky enough to have a loving family. I hope you find your own real family, and surround yourself with people who love you

 

[Chronicallyunwell]

There are so many people out there who accept you for who you are and love you no matter what. Sometimes family is toxic - it sounds like that's what you're dealing with. I'm not trans but am LGBTQ and was lucky enough to have a loving family. I hope you find your own real family, and surround yourself with people who love you

Do not kill yourself because of your stupid father. Wear that damn red dress all year long.

 

[Ashu]

Do not kill yourself because of your stupid father. Wear that damn red dress all year long.

Much depends on which country she's living in.

 

[Chronicallyunwell]

Much depends on which country she's living in.

I was speaking metaphorically, i meant continue being herself despite what her father thinks.

 

[badtothebone]

I just had an argument with my father
Today I'm wearing all red, which means a dress, stockings, high heels. All bright red, which is my favourite colour. He went mad as he saw it, threatened to throw me out of the house. And he said it would have been better if he had come in too late when I attempted to hang myself. It's so devastating being hated so much

I'm so sorry! That's so horrible to say to your kid!! Please take care of yourself he's prob just miserable

 

[Michael_the_ratman]

Your dad seems like a horrible person. I can confidently say that what he did is so horrible. Trust me, you deserve to live. He is so wrong about that.

Keep being yourself, prove all the transphobe shits that you are stronger than them. I know how hard it is (being trans myself), but trust me. I saw a video, it talked about staying alive out of spite. Since there's a 40% suicide rate in transgender people, you have to not give in! Prove the transphobes that they are wrong. It's even better when there's a transphobe actively not respecting you, like your dad. Prove him wrong, everyday. Trust me sis, you mean a lot. You're not alone. I know it's hard, but don't think about the haters. They are just stupid people who have nothing better do then to be an asshole to others. You aren't "wrong", they are the one who are wrong. Who lack maturity, who lack confidence, who probably lack joy in their lives too! We don't wanna lose another trans sister so don't do it, you deserve to live happily and safely <33

 

[Gone soon]

Thanks for your kind words, but my father is not the only reason why I want to ctb. It's the feeling of being useless. I've been bullied so much in my life by so many people that I am mentally completely destroyed. And I don't have any power left in me. To be honest, I also wish he wouldn't have saved me. I've chosen to die and I'm fine with it

 

[Cress]

I just had an argument with my father
Today I'm wearing all red, which means a dress, stockings, high heels. All bright red, which is my favourite colour. He went mad as he saw it, threatened to throw me out of the house. And he said it would have been better if he had come in too late when I attempted to hang myself. It's so devastating being hated so much

I'm sorry sometimes we don't always realize it in the moment but what everyone else has said is correct your father is just straight up abusive there is not much defense for it. Your life is not useless you don't owe anyone anything. I'm sorry to hear you've been so terribly abused and bullied. If you ever wanna talk my DMS are always open.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Fuck him! He's just a sad old piece of shit who is projecting his own issues on to you. The type of person who would say that to their child is the type of person you don't take seriously. You need to be a special kind of worthless to say that to your own flesh and blood. If he doesn't love you then who gives a shit. He fucking sucks.

I'm sorry you have to deal with such an awful father.

 

[Spectre]

This is quite unfortunate

 

[SoulWhisperer]

I'm so sorry that's happened to you. My parents would've probably done the same with me so I kind of know how it feels... </3