I say "substances" because I've never gotten my hands on any actual drugs. So far all I've ever tried are DPH, painkillers and alcohol. Alcohol is an occasional indulgence for me and I'm much more cautious of it than any of the other substances I use. My first experience with using substances to call myself was on a weekend where I took a bunch of Motrin a small amount of tylonol, some Cbd and some melatonin. After that I started taking Ibeprofen and tylonol throughout the day for a few weeks in the middle of work. At the end of last weekI found out that my workplace has 500 mg off-brand Tylenols and Ibuprofens. I was gonna only take it occasionally and just a bit so that I don mt develop a dependency or get in trouble at work but that plan went down the shitter pretty quickly. I took 4 grams of painkillers yesterday, and was super dizzy, nauseous, and euphoric as well as really numb. I fell on the ground and laid there for a few seconds in the middle of a conversation at work and when the person I was talking to asked I just said "I fainted" and moved on which in hindsight was kinda funny. I figured if I take more than that, it should have more of an effect right? Well today I took somewhere from 6.5 to 8.5 grams of Tylenol and felt a third of the effect of the day before. Is that a lot? Anyways this is probably really boring and stupid but it's nice to share this all. I keep having these daydreams of meeting you with a dealer in my neighborhood and buying drugs. I REALLY want to get some harder stuff but I don't know anyone who can get me anything. I don't know where on the internet I'd go for this stuff either tbh. I'm not directly asking for advice of course.
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