gardenofaphrodite
Can’t catch a break no matter what I do.
- Apr 12, 2023
- 142
I had shrooms for the first time a few months ago, & I don't consider them a drug, I put them under the same umbrella as weed or kratom. Natural things we can take ya know- Anyway, I want to take them again. I feel like it helped me really think about my life in a not-so emotional way, I could think about it all without self-loathing or wanting to die. I'm not saying it will help me not want to CTB or to help me decide- I think it was just a good way to look at everything in a different perspective.
I want to take it by myself the next time though, I don't think I need a 'trip sitter' or someone with me also high. I think I just need to let myself sit & think about my life & what I should do. I also can't lie & say it's only for that reason. I enjoyed the feeling. I smoke weed already semi-regularly (I take frequent breaks/I don't smoke heavily or very often) but I've been tempted to start micro-dosing shrooms just to chill out better. I smoke weed to help with my insomnia & just overall if I'm struggling with really bad anxiety- but I feel like it's not as deep of a high in terms of shutting off my anxiety- but I've only had shrooms once, so I can't judge that feeling completely, & it's been awhile so I don't completely remember the feeling. I do remember the calmness though, my brain being able to think more clearly, & when I slept, it was one of the best nights of sleep I've ever had. No night terrors, no panic attack, no insomnia- it was amazing- & I wasn't drowsy the next morning.
TL;DR I like shrooms but have only had 1x experience with them.
———————————
Questions
Now I'm curious, has anyone else here tried shrooms?
What's your experience?
If you micro-dose, has it helped you in any major or minor way?
Would you recommend it or not?
Have you had a bad trip, & if so, did it ruin it for you?
I kinda just wanna hear people's thoughts on it. Get my mind off of suicide for a minute, a distraction.
I want to take it by myself the next time though, I don't think I need a 'trip sitter' or someone with me also high. I think I just need to let myself sit & think about my life & what I should do. I also can't lie & say it's only for that reason. I enjoyed the feeling. I smoke weed already semi-regularly (I take frequent breaks/I don't smoke heavily or very often) but I've been tempted to start micro-dosing shrooms just to chill out better. I smoke weed to help with my insomnia & just overall if I'm struggling with really bad anxiety- but I feel like it's not as deep of a high in terms of shutting off my anxiety- but I've only had shrooms once, so I can't judge that feeling completely, & it's been awhile so I don't completely remember the feeling. I do remember the calmness though, my brain being able to think more clearly, & when I slept, it was one of the best nights of sleep I've ever had. No night terrors, no panic attack, no insomnia- it was amazing- & I wasn't drowsy the next morning.
TL;DR I like shrooms but have only had 1x experience with them.
———————————
Questions
Now I'm curious, has anyone else here tried shrooms?
What's your experience?
If you micro-dose, has it helped you in any major or minor way?
Would you recommend it or not?
Have you had a bad trip, & if so, did it ruin it for you?
I kinda just wanna hear people's thoughts on it. Get my mind off of suicide for a minute, a distraction.