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I've have tried overdoses of anti-feeeze a few times when trying to and end my life and if anyone has any questions please fire away. It would have worked if I hadn't had been found both times and I'll be as open as I can about how it feels, side effects, after effects, whatever you want to ask ?
 
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What are the side effects? How much did you drink? How long after did someone find you? How did it feel and taste?
 
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That sounds awful. I'm sorry. How does it taste? Does it burn going down? Do you have any permanent problems?
 
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Did it hurt a lot? :nomouth:
 
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What are the side effects? How much did you drink? How long after did someone find you? How did it feel and taste?
What are the side effects? How much did you drink? How long after did someone find you? How did it feel and taste?
So it makes you feel like super drunk after about 20mins. My balance was all over the place and I threw up multiple times. I drank between 500ml to 1L each time in total but I threw up after each drink because pure ethylene glycol is really sweet so it's very difficult to drink and cover the taste. Someone found me 1 hour later, unconscious.
That sounds awful. I'm sorry. How does it taste? Does it burn going down? Do you have any permanent problems?
If it's pure ethylene glycol, it's super sweet, like unbearable sweet and quite thick. But you can find some with bittering agents in it but I went for the pure stuff to be sure. It doesn't burn just you know you shouldn't be drinking it.
I have kidney damage like they work around 70% and they had to do a tracheostomy to save my life so I have damage from that as well.
Did it hurt a lot? :nomouth:
No, it's doesn't hurt, you don't even actually feel yourself becoming unconscious, just like you've been on a bender all night
 
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A friends grandson passed this way. It was not quick or easy. It takes days for your body to die once the kidneys shut down.
There are other options available.
 
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A friends grandson passed this way. It was not quick or easy. It takes days for your body to die once the kidneys shut down.
There are other options available.
Didn't say it was easy or quick did I, just letting people know what it feels like so they can make the choice. For some it's the only option they have
 
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Just the fact that you've tried it a few times & are still among the living tells me that you may want to look for another method!! 🤗🌹💔
 
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Just the fact that you've tried it a few times & are still among the living tells me that you may want to look for another method!! 🤗🌹💔
Oh believe me, it works, the only reason it didn't was because I was found and taken to the hospital
 
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Thank you for sharing. How long will it take to die from it?
 
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Just the fact that you've tried it a few times & are still among the living tells me that you may want to look

Thank you for sharing. How long will it take to die from it?
It's really different for everyone, depending on how much you can swallow, can be a day, a couple of days, even if they do get you to hospital it's a real battle to stop the damage. I can assure you though if your at home painkillers are enough to stop the pain and if your in hospital and they can't save you they won't let you suffer, is my experience anyway. The actual drinking and first couple of hours are not painful at all. And you do fall into a unconscious state quickly at first, you may wake up again or not at all, you may have to deal with the experience taking longer than other methods, but I think it gets a bad rep on the pain/suffering side of things. And it's easily available so you don't have to plan and pay loads either. It does take longer than other methods but if you decide to ride that bus, then it's something I wouldn't discount.
 
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It's really different for everyone, depending on how much you can swallow, can be a day, a couple of days, even if they do get you to hospital it's a real battle to stop the damage. I can assure you though if your at home painkillers are enough to stop the pain and if your in hospital and they can't save you they won't let you suffer, is my experience anyway. The actual drinking and first couple of hours are not painful at all. And you do fall into a unconscious state quickly at first, you may wake up again or not at all, you may have to deal with the experience taking longer than other methods, but I think it gets a bad rep on the pain/suffering side of things. And it's easily available so you don't have to plan and pay loads either. It does take longer than other methods but if you decide to ride that bus, then it's something I wouldn't discount.
Did you use ethylene glycol for cars or as a pure chemical? All the ethylene glycol I come across is for cars and mostly already diluted and sometimes contains rust inhibitors and other chemicals. (I'm in the UK)
 
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Was there any pain before you passed out? Basically I'm trying to know about the painfullness in any stage of the attempts. And also, how long did you stay in the hospital for after you were found?
 
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Did you use ethylene glycol for cars or as a pure chemical? All the ethylene glycol I come across is for cars and mostly already diluted and sometimes contains rust inhibitors and other chemicals. (I'm in the UK)
It's easy to get off most sites. ethylene glycol not antifreeze. It's not antifreeze which is mixed with all the other crap. Pure chemicals !
Was there any pain before you passed out? Basically I'm trying to know about the painfullness in any stage of the attempts. And also, how long did you stay in the hospital for after you were found?
No pain at all, just throwing up many times! If you don't mind that it's not bad.
I was in hospital for 4 months after
 
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Do you still have side effects from it? Or has your body healed?
 
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Do you still have side effects from it? Or has your body healed?
Oh it damaged me, my kidneys the most so if you're going for it this way be sure to not be found.
 
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Yeah, i need to be alone for several days maybe.
 
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Did you use ethylene glycol for cars or as a pure chemical? All the ethylene glycol I come across is for cars and mostly already diluted and sometimes contains rust inhibitors and other chemicals. (I'm in the UK)
Antifreeze.
 
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It's easy to get off most sites. ethylene glycol not antifreeze. It's not antifreeze which is mixed with all the other crap. Pure chemicals !

No pain at all, just throwing up many times! If you don't mind that it's not bad.
I was in hospital for 4 months after
Thank you. I've seen the pure stuff on A. Your answer is very helpful ❤️
Oh it damaged me, my kidneys the most so if you're going for it this way be sure to not be found.
No eyesight problems?
 
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Thank you. I've seen the pure stuff on A. Your answer is very helpful ❤️

No eyesight problems?
No eyesight problems, if they find you and save you you'll probably get dialysis in time. Just make sure it's glycol not any other type as they are more prone to causing blindness.
 
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It has abysmal reliability (the mortality rate is 1-21%) with high likelihood of permanent sequelae should one fail.

It is a non-method. Please do not promote it in any way, shape, or form.

There are far better options than this.
 

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