BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

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Apr 7, 2019
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So....Im in France. Craziest thing I ever done. Peace, and QUIET, AND IM LOVED HERE. Pi will get me helpl...

My balance is totally broken though. basically bedbound. Needed to get through 2 plane takeoffs, each one she put cloth in my mouth to stop me from screaming, I puked my guts out and blacked out twice when the wheels deatched from the gounr deverytime, she needde to hold my head in the bag and prop me back up on the seat,
Im only not in ER because of great diplomacy skills of my girlfriend and now my vertigo is in my both directioons and I cant do anything cause I cant walk

lets live in bed

Thisw is the worst pain I felt in my entire life Thep ain in my ears made me loose conscioussness im scare When i ran out of bags I was throwinmg up in plastic drinking cups what a mess.

I probably said oh my god in various languages at least 80 times and heaved just as much.

well anyway after christmas i can buy cruthces and finally SEEA DCOTOR, GOOD

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Pharmaruined

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Did u pressurize your ears before takeoff.. ? U know, plug your nose and blow.. that pops the eardrum and fills it with air.. so you don't get that ear pressure when changing altitude

Anyway hope youre feeling well soon..
 
TAW122

TAW122

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I'm sorry to hear that and vertigo as well as balance problems is a really tough situation. I hope things improve for you after Christmas.
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

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Apr 7, 2019
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Merry Crisis and a Spinny New Year guys. :'D
Did u pressurize your ears before takeoff.. ? U know, plug your nose and blow.. that pops the eardrum and fills it with air.. so you don't get that ear pressure when changing altitude

Anyway hope youre feeling well soon..
I was too scaredto do antytihng to my ears honestly.....Just put my head in the bag betwween my knees and braced myself :')
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

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Jun 22, 2020
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Sorry you hear you are going through this and I've been through the same thing. It is torture.

When you get home try using a warm hair dryer on your ears to create heat on them.
 
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LastRide

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Jan 23, 2020
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So....Im in France. Craziest thing I ever done. Peace, and QUIET, AND IM LOVED HERE. Pi will get me helpl...

My balance is totally broken though. basically bedbound. Needed to get through 2 plane takeoffs, each one she put cloth in my mouth to stop me from screaming, I puked my guts out and blacked out twice when the wheels deatched from the gounr deverytime, she needde to hold my head in the bag and prop me back up on the seat,
Im only not in ER because of great diplomacy skills of my girlfriend and now my vertigo is in my both directioons and I cant do anything cause I cant walk

lets live in bed

Thisw is the worst pain I felt in my entire life Thep ain in my ears made me loose conscioussness im scare When i ran out of bags I was throwinmg up in plastic drinking cups what a mess.

I probably said oh my god in various languages at least 80 times and heaved just as much.

well anyway after christmas i can buy cruthces and finally SEEA DCOTOR, GOOD

Wow.
Sorry I'm not getting it was the throwing up on the plane due to a panic attack or was it a physiological reaction because your ears got blocked and then everything started spinning? I know the latter can be horrible I've been seasick a couple of times (not on a plane though, just on a boat on the sea) it's horrible it feels like you're stuck in a washing machine that keeps spinning....I hope you'll recover soon, enjoy Paris (and your girlfriend ! ) !
 
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I ruptured my ear drums from skydiving on the way down. The pain was so intense I almost threw up after my parachute deployed. When I reached the ground I couldn't land right from my balance being off. My ears were physically bleeding and I went to the emergency room. I'm so sorry you're experiencing that. It's an absolute nightmare. I hope when you see the doctor they can prescribe something to help.
 
BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

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Apr 7, 2019
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Sorry I'm not getting it was the throwing up on the plane due to a panic attack or was it a physiological reaction because your ears got blocked and then everything started spinning? I know the latter can be horrible I've been seasick a couple of times (not on a plane though, just on a boat on the sea) it's horrible it feels like you're stuck in a washing machine that keeps spinning....I hope you'll recover soon, enjoy Paris (and your girlfriend ! ) !
Yes the spinning. It was so intense it gave me a panic attack so both. The fucking spinning won't quit and doctors refuse to help me cause they think its in my head so I jumped countries
I ruptured my ear drums from skydiving on the way down. The pain was so intense I almost threw up after my parachute deployed. When I reached the ground I couldn't land right from my balance being off. My ears were physically bleeding and I went to the emergency room. I'm so sorry you're experiencing that. It's an absolute nightmare. I hope when you see the doctor they can prescribe something to help.
Yea it felt exactly like that minus the bleeding. I feel wetness but no blood. I feel all kinds of weird feeling tbh my ears are violated
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
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I am so sorry you are still going through this. I too had an eardrum rupture (not both) on a flight and another rupture when I was at home alone late at night, I totally get how excruciatingly painful this is, not to mention the devastating impact of constant and unrelenting vertigo (which I have also had).

IME - the doctors I have dealt with hear a label and once they hear that label, they are blinded to any new conditions that might explain new symptoms outside of that label.

It is beyond appalling IMO. (Note, this is not applicable to all doctors; however, in my own experiences, this has been the norm - it is a travesty. Sighs... I could tell you my own horror stories about what I have gone through but this is not about me and it is not the place. Maybe one day.)

More importantly, I am so very happy that despite the pain you are in, you were able to think beyond your condition and seek aid where any labels that doctors may have attached to you are not known.

So very well done!!!!

I really need to take a page from your book! : )

I am praying/sending energy and positive thoughts to you in the hopes that you can finally get the help you need to heal.

Much love and peace to you,

<3
 
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Meditation guide

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Yes the spinning. It was so intense it gave me a panic attack so both. The fucking spinning won't quit and doctors refuse to help me cause they think its in my head so I jumped countries
I'm sorry, that sounds awful. I hope you are recovering now.
 
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BridgeJumper

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Apr 7, 2019
1,194
My recovery is throwing up everytime I move, unable to walk without support and basically not able to do anything. Curled on the tiles soiled in my own body fluids. Bruises everywhere. Today I have the first doctor appointment, I dont know how Im going to do this but I WILL GO EVEN IF IT MEANS I DIE FROM EXHAUSTION


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@141592653 is an angel
 
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Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
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My recovery is throwing up everytime I move, unable to walk without support and basically not able to do anything. Curled on the tiles soiled in my own body fluids. Bruises everywhere. Today I have the first doctor appointment, I dont know how Im going to do this but I WILL GO EVEN IF IT MEANS I DIE FROM EXHAUSTION


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@141592653 is an angel

@BridgeJumper, I have my mental fingers crossed that this new doctor will be able to help you! I will be thinking of you today!

@141592653, you are helping BridgeJumper? (I think I saw that you are from Paris so was wondering.) I so wish I had had the help of someone like you when I went though my many, many head injuries and assaults (broken ribs, et al) at the hands of my ex. BridgeJumper is right, you are truly an angel. The world is in dire need of more people like you.

Love to you both.

On Edit: I just wanted to apologize for and explain why I have so many typos and edits in so many of my posts here. This is due to the many head injuries I have sustained. I know this bothers some and I hope this makes it more clear why I typo/edit so much. Weirdest part? I unconsciously type words backwards now with perfect spelling. O.O Reminds me of the old vinyl records that some used to play backwards to search for hidden lyrics. <3
 
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