My dysfunctional family. So awful. I dream of death

[heretogethelp]

I wanted to poison myself with SN, but my mum said she would have a mental breakdown if i ever did that :(
Honestly, life scares me. The only reason i put up with my dysfunctional family is because i don't want to be homeless.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life scares me a lot too. It can be very cruel, this existence. Sorry you have to deal with that, I would never tell others I want to ctb as I fear the reaction.