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GetReadyy
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- Aug 15, 2024
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I don't know how to use this page properly, but I want to tell you why I want to commit suicide.
My parents died in a car accident shortly after I turned 18. I'm the only survivor in my family. During this period, I fell into depression and asked my close friend for help. He was treating me very well, but something was wrong. He was acting strange. A few days later, he raped me. He apologized to me many times, but I said I would tell the police what happened. This is a very long topic, so I will explain it briefly. He said that if I went to the police, he would expose me, share my photos on the internet and that I would regret it for the rest of my life. I haven't had many decent friends in my life. The people to whom I would tell my troubles and get advice from died in a traffic accident. I don't know what I should do. I wrote down all these events that happened to me on a piece of paper. I have no job and I dropped out of school. I only have a house, which I inherited from my family. Sometimes I look out the window of the house and I want to put an end to all this. Some parts of my life story may seem strange. This process took about 2 months and I experienced a lot in these 2 months. I cannot write them all here. But I wanted to share my story with you. I wanted to keep a memory here
Jumping out of the window may not be the best suicide method, but it seems like the fastest way. What are your thoughts on this?
I'm sorry that I couldn't explain this whole process to you fully. Just telling this much made me cry. Talking about these topics reminds me of those moments..
I realized I didn't mention it when I first wrote. I would like to add that I did not have any psychological problems before. I was happy
My parents died in a car accident shortly after I turned 18. I'm the only survivor in my family. During this period, I fell into depression and asked my close friend for help. He was treating me very well, but something was wrong. He was acting strange. A few days later, he raped me. He apologized to me many times, but I said I would tell the police what happened. This is a very long topic, so I will explain it briefly. He said that if I went to the police, he would expose me, share my photos on the internet and that I would regret it for the rest of my life. I haven't had many decent friends in my life. The people to whom I would tell my troubles and get advice from died in a traffic accident. I don't know what I should do. I wrote down all these events that happened to me on a piece of paper. I have no job and I dropped out of school. I only have a house, which I inherited from my family. Sometimes I look out the window of the house and I want to put an end to all this. Some parts of my life story may seem strange. This process took about 2 months and I experienced a lot in these 2 months. I cannot write them all here. But I wanted to share my story with you. I wanted to keep a memory here
Jumping out of the window may not be the best suicide method, but it seems like the fastest way. What are your thoughts on this?
I'm sorry that I couldn't explain this whole process to you fully. Just telling this much made me cry. Talking about these topics reminds me of those moments..
I realized I didn't mention it when I first wrote. I would like to add that I did not have any psychological problems before. I was happy
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