Venting My dad is officially mentally gone

[Breadbfra]

Here i am, oversharing my life on SS.

After covid my dad slowly slipped away from sanity becoming severely depressed. It was like looking after a vegetable for a while. Then he started taking antidepressants and he seemed to be better for at leat 5 days...then he started doing and saying weird things, being verbally passive-aggressive, going to sleep at 8 pm, not eating, being randomly mean at me. Then it would have happy moments and one moment later he's barely washing his hair.
I'm trying to move to UK and he doesn't want me to due to covid but I'm exhausted and Italy's economy is dying slowly.
I do not have anymore cries to cry, I'm honest. I'm burnt out, I'm stuck at home 24/7, and I can't get a day more with him and I also feel the guiltest I could ever be.

Thanks for reading my venting posts

 

[Lilacmoon]

thanks for sharing this tragedy to us, each step of the way, I hope you were given some small comfort or solace for the hell you've had to deal with. watching that happen to someone you love is so painful and makes you feel so powerless.
have hug :( -hug hug-

 

[Breadbfra]

thanks for sharing this tragedy to us, each step of the way, I hope you were given some small comfort or solace for the hell you've had to deal with. watching that happen to someone you love is so painful and makes you feel so powerless.
have hug :( -hug hug-

This group helped me more than somebody had ever done honestly. Hugs to you too.

 

[WornOutLife]

OMG we're in so similar situations, except my mum is the one whose mind is gone.
My dad and I are exhausted because we have to take care of her and her schizophrenia 24/7. She's just too demanding and there's lots of verbal agression from her side. She insults us all the time and can't see nothing positive.
The pandemic made everything worse. This sucks so much.
Wish you the best and hope we find peace soon.

 

[Breadbfra]

OMG we're in so similar situations, except my mum is the one whose mind is gone.
My dad and I are exhausted because we have to take care of her and her schizophrenia 24/7. She's just too demanding and there's lots of verbal agression from her side. She insults us all the time and can't see nothing positive.
The pandemic made everything worse. This sucks so much.
Wish you the best and hope we find peace soon.

We'll be better one day mate, sending hugs to your family