
Valhala
Arcanist
- Jul 30, 2024
- 407
I started to consider the practical realization of my CTB plan. I already have SN and benzo, I still need metho, propranolol and paracetamol. However, my plan is to travel from my continent (EU) to some remote part of the world and before implementing the protocol I will destroy all personal documents and my phone in order to make it impossible to identify my body. That way I would simply "disappear" for everyone who knows me, which seems to me the best solution. To the only woman I loved in my life I would send her an email in which I would explain the many things that led me to break up with her and thus completely make my life meaningless. I note that I would not even tell her directly about my CTB so as not to burden her with it, all I would like is for her to understand how much I still loved her endlessly and for her to finally be aware of it.