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BasilThePlant
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- Aug 13, 2024
- 40
To start, I have decided on this, no one can convince me otherwise. I am still living with parents for at least another year, so I would rather not just abandon them, or make them see my body, knowing it was a suicide. I would rather them not know I have been feeling this way for a while. Starting when I start school which will let me skip breakfast and lunch and occasionally dinner, I should be able to pretend to eat every day, or just give my friends my meals in the event of staying after school. This starts August 26th, and I will be documenting week by week how I feel.
Rules are as follows (to remind myself) ~ no food AT ALL. only drink allowed is water, if I absolutely need something to prepare for a test, energy drinks or caffeinated drinks are allowed (below 10 cals, and only occaisonally). adopt a baggier clothing style to hide weight loss. romanticize my life (aka studying with music and blankets). enjoy life while I have it. and thats about it!
wish me luck. hopefully this only takes ~2 months. will update.
(im also debating on writing a letter to parents to find after my death- thoughts?)
Rules are as follows (to remind myself) ~ no food AT ALL. only drink allowed is water, if I absolutely need something to prepare for a test, energy drinks or caffeinated drinks are allowed (below 10 cals, and only occaisonally). adopt a baggier clothing style to hide weight loss. romanticize my life (aka studying with music and blankets). enjoy life while I have it. and thats about it!
wish me luck. hopefully this only takes ~2 months. will update.
(im also debating on writing a letter to parents to find after my death- thoughts?)