achingthroat
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- Jan 20, 2026
- 13
I made the stupid decision of bringing my cat along with me in the car on the way to drop off my mom to the airport and I was with my cat the whole time in the car and then he went into the back of the car so I wasn't worried that when my dad returned that then he would immediately leave the car so I made sure my dad was careful of his surroundings when opening the door and I saw that my cat didn't leave but I had a bad feeling and I checked to see if he was around and I swear to you he wasn't since I checked everywhere and the only thing I could think that made sense was that he just disappeared out of thin air and like how is that even possible right? And why is this happening to me? did like someone do witchcraft on me or something. I just found it hard to believe as I saw that he didn't leave the car and like I had my dad drive us back to the parking lot of the airport and I was panicking so much I let out so many screams and searched under cars frantically for him and then I was afraid that he might have been run over a car or that he was so scared somewhere and I just felt like the shittiest person and it was so scary for me because what was going through my mind was that I was going to go home and hang myself or find the tallest building and jump off. My mom called me and she responded so calmly unlike my dad who was angry at me and telling me to stfu for panicking so I told him to fuck off. Anyways, I was so desperate I told my mom I would give my life to Christ if he would be so kind to let me find my cat and that if he didn't it would just be so cruel because he has been the only good thing so far that has happened to me after so much suffering that has come my way. So now I guess I have to give her god a chance. Could it really be possible that he legit disappeared and then appeared again just for me? Anyways, after I called the cops and stuff a lady came and like came to console me. I'm telling you I really can't take this. My heart and soul can't take losing him. He's so precious to me clearly. Now I'm just upset at him for making me feel such intense hopelessness but nonetheless I love him so much. Oh that feeling was so fucking terrible. The takeaway is I need to be smart and cherish loved ones like my cat. And about the Christ thing I'm not really set on doing much but just attending church for now because I just feel like when I become desperate I try to search for anything that could help. I don't want to ever have to feel that again. Ever. I really would have taken my life if I didn't find my cat. Btw he was in the car the whole time lmao.
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