sadsoul
Alive and unwell
- Sep 9, 2018
- 440
On Wednesday it will finally be time for me to leave this planet. After all the suffering that comes with being alive in this world, I will hopefully find some peace. My method is partial suspension and unless the survival instinct kicks in, I'm very sure I'm going to die. So if I don't log in after a few days, you can assume that I'm dead.
I really enjoyed being on this forum and it makes me sad that I have to leave you all. I feel like you are the kindest and most loving people in the entire world. And I mean it. You have made a loser like me feel welcome and at home. And I thank you so much for that. I thank you for all the likes, the comments, the conversations. For the funny posts, the philosophical ones, the technical ones. Thank you for always being understanding and caring, and for always sending hugs to those who need them. You're a real family and I'm so sorry that all of you are hurting so much, you deserve all the love and peace in the world. <3
So I guess this is it, my bus is waiting. Feels weird that it's finally time after such a long wait at the bus stop. I wish things were different but sadly it isn't meant to be. So I wish you all the very best and may you find peace, whether it be in life or in death. Oh, and maybe someday we'll see each other on the other side and then we can be a happy family :)
Love and peace,
Niklas
I really enjoyed being on this forum and it makes me sad that I have to leave you all. I feel like you are the kindest and most loving people in the entire world. And I mean it. You have made a loser like me feel welcome and at home. And I thank you so much for that. I thank you for all the likes, the comments, the conversations. For the funny posts, the philosophical ones, the technical ones. Thank you for always being understanding and caring, and for always sending hugs to those who need them. You're a real family and I'm so sorry that all of you are hurting so much, you deserve all the love and peace in the world. <3
So I guess this is it, my bus is waiting. Feels weird that it's finally time after such a long wait at the bus stop. I wish things were different but sadly it isn't meant to be. So I wish you all the very best and may you find peace, whether it be in life or in death. Oh, and maybe someday we'll see each other on the other side and then we can be a happy family :)
Love and peace,
Niklas