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sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
On Wednesday it will finally be time for me to leave this planet. After all the suffering that comes with being alive in this world, I will hopefully find some peace. My method is partial suspension and unless the survival instinct kicks in, I'm very sure I'm going to die. So if I don't log in after a few days, you can assume that I'm dead.

I really enjoyed being on this forum and it makes me sad that I have to leave you all. I feel like you are the kindest and most loving people in the entire world. And I mean it. You have made a loser like me feel welcome and at home. And I thank you so much for that. I thank you for all the likes, the comments, the conversations. For the funny posts, the philosophical ones, the technical ones. Thank you for always being understanding and caring, and for always sending hugs to those who need them. You're a real family and I'm so sorry that all of you are hurting so much, you deserve all the love and peace in the world. <3


So I guess this is it, my bus is waiting. Feels weird that it's finally time after such a long wait at the bus stop. I wish things were different but sadly it isn't meant to be. So I wish you all the very best and may you find peace, whether it be in life or in death. Oh, and maybe someday we'll see each other on the other side and then we can be a happy family :)

Love and peace,
Niklas
 
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Philip

Specialist
Oct 23, 2018
318
Hope you find peace my friend...…..
 
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Jen Erik

Jen Erik

-
Oct 12, 2018
637
Wish you peace
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Good luck, sadsoul! I say this with tears in my eyes (really), I've enjoyed your presence here. It's a pity that we're born in such a state, in such a world. I hope you go peacefully.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Terrible at goodbyes, I just hope that it goes smooth and you feel a warm hug as you are about to pass :happy:
 
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Norest4thewicked

Norest4thewicked

Losing it
Nov 4, 2018
270
Always sad when someone leaves. I hope you find peace and relief.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,644
Hope you succeed and wish you peace.
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
I know what you mean about this forum starting to become a family.

I hope it all goes smoothly and you find peace.
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
Good luck and goodbye sadsoul.

I hope to see you on the other side one day when you're a happy soul away from this shithole of life.
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
Safe travels, Sadsoul, and may you find peace at the end.
 
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Lunar

Lunar

Student
Aug 14, 2018
188
Peace to you, sadsoul. I don't really know you but I thought that tribute you did for Joanna was lovely of you. You're certainly not a loser but I can understand feeling that way.
 
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blueming

blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
247
Good luck! I wish you the best, I hope that everything goes well and you find your peace :)
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Good luck and hope you find peace.
 
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your pathologist

your pathologist

¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sep 5, 2018
519
Rest In Peace sadsoul.
If there is an afterlife I'd like to know some of you without needing to search hard like when you're dreaming and your head says that this person is who you're looking at even though you dont know who they are or haven't met.
That would be really nice
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
Good luck sadsoul I want to wish you a peaceful exit out of this cruel world.
 
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Tomo

Tomo

Member
Oct 31, 2018
15
This is unfortunate to hear since you seem like a nice, considerate person from what I've seen on the forums, but I understand that this is your life after all. I hope there will be peace for you now friend.
 
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Weeping Garbage Can

Weeping Garbage Can

ਕਿਰਪਾ ਕਰਕੇ ਮੈਨੂੰ ਭੁੱਲ ਜਾਓ ❤️
Oct 31, 2018
320
Hi @sadsoul , I haven't interacted with you much, but I still remember the story you wrote. it most definitely left an impression on me, so thanks for that. you seem like a really creative and thoughtful person, even from the little I've seen on this forum. The best of wishes, I hope you find the peace you've been seeking :)
 
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Sickofit

Sickofit

Student
Nov 2, 2018
100
Rest in peace, sadsoul.
 
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Sasha

Sasha

Member
Jun 13, 2018
95
On Wednesday it will finally be time for me to leave this planet. After all the suffering that comes with being alive in this world, I will hopefully find some peace. My method is partial suspension and unless the survival instinct kicks in, I'm very sure I'm going to die. So if I don't log in after a few days, you can assume that I'm dead.

I really enjoyed being on this forum and it makes me sad that I have to leave you all. I feel like you are the kindest and most loving people in the entire world. And I mean it. You have made a loser like me feel welcome and at home. And I thank you so much for that. I thank you for all the likes, the comments, the conversations. For the funny posts, the philosophical ones, the technical ones. Thank you for always being understanding and caring, and for always sending hugs to those who need them. You're a real family and I'm so sorry that all of you are hurting so much, you deserve all the love and peace in the world. <3


So I guess this is it, my bus is waiting. Feels weird that it's finally time after such a long wait at the bus stop. I wish things were different but sadly it isn't meant to be. So I wish you all the very best and may you find peace, whether it be in life or in death. Oh, and maybe someday we'll see each other on the other side and then we can be a happy family :)

Love and peace,
Niklas
Good luck & I hope you have a peaceful death.
 
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nzdarkshark

nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
400
Wish you all the best - hope you find peace.
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Hope you find peace.. Best wishes..
 
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sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
Thank you everyone for wishing me luck and peace.
 
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RubySimon

Genderless and hopeless
Oct 13, 2018
30
Find peace my friend, though it is always bittersweet to say goodbye, I hope that your pain vanishes and you find yoursrlf somewhere better.
 
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tammyot

Member
Aug 1, 2018
73
Good luck and may you find peace
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
My bus has left me for some stupid reason...
 
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MachineGunDani

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
336
I wish u peace! ❤️
 
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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
Safest of travels!
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
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