Discussion My brain cannot comprehend simple sentences anymore

[Saanyo143]

Hello everyone and thank you for giving this a read, I am sorry this is a bit long as it's hard to explain.

I just cannot comprehend communication and interaction anymore. I think It started 3 months ago but then it was really mild like I just felt I can't understand some words or sentences sometimes. But in the last 15 days or so it just went downhill as in I can't understand anything until and unless I repeat it in my brain once or even twice until I make sense of it fully. I cannot do this everytime as it's too stressful and I get tired without even doing anything. I cannot watch any kind of videos because that started feeling like some kind of chore now instead of entertainment but the worse part is that I cannot hold a convo with my friends and family normally.

I just graduated in the last year and I was a valedictorian, I don't even know how shit went so bad. All of a sudden I couldn't see any light at all as I just cannot understand how I'll ever come out of this situation. It's just feels like it's gonna get only worse from here. I am not saying I was am extraordinary person but I was above average . My understanding skills were my main core point and I have taught a lot of my collegeues before which all feels like a distant dream as I don't know how I did that. I have also passed a really tough exam in Dec 2020. I know it's 3 years now but how can I turn it around.

I really need help guys. I don't know what to do, my will is breaking up. I shouldn't have waited for three months, I know I messed up but I want to become normal again. I was preparing for a really difficult examination as I passed one of its stage in Dec 2020 but that seems way too far off now.

My parents wouldn't understand anything relating to this so I can't come clean. They are quite orthodox and it would be impossible to explain them what's going on with me.

Is there anybody who has suffered through this kind of issues. I'll be grateful if anybody could give me even bare minimum info about this mental problem.

Thank you once again for even reading this.

 

[adobeacrobat]

Hello everyone and thank you for giving this a read, I am sorry this is a bit long as it's hard to explain.



I just graduated in the last year and I was a valedictorian, I don't even know how shit went so bad. All of a sudden I couldn't see any light at all as I just cannot understand how I'll ever come out of this situation. It's just feels like it's gonna get only worse from here. I am not saying I was am extraordinary person but I was above average . My understanding skills were my main core point and I have taught a lot of my collegeues before which all feels like a distant dream as I don't know how I did that. I have also passed a really tough exam in Dec 2020. I know it's 3 years now but how can I turn it around.

I really need help guys. I don't know what to do, my will is breaking up. I shouldn't have waited for three months, I know I messed up but I want to become normal again. I was preparing for a really difficult examination as I passed one of its stage in Dec 2020 but that seems way too far off now.

My parents wouldn't understand anything relating to this so I can't come clean. They are quite orthodox and it would be impossible to explain them what's going on with me.

Is there anybody who has suffered through this kind of issues. I'll be grateful if anybody could give me even bare minimum info about this mental problem.

Thank you once again for even reading this.

maybe you should get a scan of your brain if thats possible? it really could be a tumor if it happened this quickly.

 

[Saanyo143]

maybe you should get a scan of your brain if thats possible? it really could be a tumor if it happened this quickly.

I would certainly look into it, if the pricing is too high I might not get that for the moment. Brain rumours take some time you know to actually affect your brain functioning so I might say that's actually quick for brain tumor but thanks for the advice, I'll consider it.

 

[msocks]

You should probably see a primary care doctor and explain all this to them. Especially with such a huge change in your mental status compared to 3 months ago and the rapid decline over 2 weeks. They can do tests or refer you to a specialist.

Beating yourself up about waiting for 3 months won't help. It was a gradual change initially and it can be scary to face a loss in function like that so it's understandable.

That time had already passed but you can look into it now. I'll be hoping you get the help you need.

I would certainly look into it, if the pricing is too high I might not get that for the moment. Brain rumours take some time you know to actually affect your brain functioning so I might say that's actually quick for brain tumor but thanks for the advice, I'll consider it.

I'm not sure what location you're in or if you have insurance. If in the US I'm not sure if you would be eligible for Medicaid. If not sometimes there can be local clinics that offer free or sliding scale services. Some hospitals offer financial assistance as well.

If in the US you can look up places here. https://www.healthcare.gov/community-health-centers/

 

[Saanyo143]

Thanks for the sweet words really. I would look into the proving of the nearby hospitals. Thanks for attaching the link as well although I am not from the US but I'll get that info from internet. Means a lot .
Also I just need to say my whole brain has not stopped working it's more of a like during conversation as in I can still solve medium or hard level sudoko 15 to 20 minutes. It's more of a conversation related problems also while reading too.

 

[todienomore]

Could be related to "long covid" or even an injury from the experimental vaccines. When was the last time you had either?

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https://old.reddit.com/r/vaccinelonghaulers/

 

[msocks]

Thanks for the sweet words really. I would look into the proving of the nearby hospitals. Thanks for attaching the link as well although I am not from the US but I'll get that info from internet. Means a lot .
Also I just need to say my whole brain has not stopped working it's more of a like during conversation as in I can still solve medium or hard level sudoko 15 to 20 minutes. It's more of a conversation related problems also while reading too.

I work in billing for healthcare and didn't have health insurance for a decade before they expanded Medicaid in my state. So I know where to find stuff and my knee jerk reaction is to post resources haha.

Best of luck to you

 

[Saanyo143]

Could be related to "long covid" or even an injury from the experimental vaccines. When was the last time you had either?

covidlonghaulers • r/covidlonghaulers

A community for individuals suffering from the effects of COVID-19 longer than the estimated 4 weeks, also known as PACS, PASC, and Long Covid.

old.reddit.com

https://old.reddit.com/r/vaccinelonghaulers/

It's literally been 2 year and a half, I don't think the vaccine caused anything because that would be way too late. I mena if anything had to happen it should have been in a year or 2 at the very best. But it's an interesting concept no doubt.

 

[us_1999]

Sounds like you're falling off from language...
Do you think it might be related to the difficult examination, to the stress of preparing for it?
How does reading and writing feel like? Are they better than verbal communication?