Ghostly

Ghostly

Student
Nov 21, 2020
148
Now I'm all alone again I haven't left the house in 4 months before the virus I was spending days straight inside and only going out for night walks to 7/11 anyways recently I've been binge eating for days straight than starving myself I'm considering suicide again but I'm such a fucking pussy that I know I probably won't do it god why can't I just be happy and live a normal life?????
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Long time no see, dear.
Sorry about your bf. Sh*t happens.

I wonder why I can't have a normal life either. In my case, my problem is my goddamn bipolar disorder type I.
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
I would be your boyfriend. Not that that will help you.

I don't know what to say. :( Sometimes I think it's best to stay away from relationships because I hear so many stories of bad breakups and broken hearts. Especially in this age of swipe culture.
 
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nopointofliving

nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
513
Sad to hear about your breakup. Stay strong.. hug you tight <3
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,911
Sorry to hear that. Right there with you, miserable and eating nonstop, becoming a fat f*ck again. And of course also too chicken to do anything about my problems.
 
JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
Sorry to hear that, worst feeling I have ever felt.
 
LadyAlastor

LadyAlastor

Fading In And out losing time with the two I love.
Jan 13, 2020
151
I'm sorry you had to go through that just be lucky you don't have obsessive love disorder like yours truly, gets a lot worseI made a post on it if you ever want to see it but I hope you get better and if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm here
 
nightnightnitrite

nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
I'm sorry you're going through that): It sounds like my exact story down to the 7-11 midnight to early am walks. Thank you for sharing, you made me feel not so alone, I just wish your life was treating you better right now<3
 
abruptum

abruptum

Lost
Jan 10, 2021
167
understand this completely just got out of a relationship and i feel even more numb that i did before. part of me is empty but part of me understands that this means i have new space to fill in my life with things i want
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
552
You're not a pussy, the end of a relationship isn't much different to a grieving process. I hope you're not too hard on yourself Ghostly. I'm glad you came to SS to offload :heart:.
 
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Last chance

Specialist
Feb 6, 2021
346
Now I'm all alone again I haven't left the house in 4 months before the virus I was spending days straight inside and only going out for night walks to 7/11 anyways recently I've been binge eating for days straight than starving myself I'm considering suicide again but I'm such a fucking pussy that I know I probably won't do it god why can't I just be happy and live a normal life?????
I feel your pain,I got dumped nearly three months ago now and my mental state still isn't any better.

I'm giving myself another two weeks to see if things improve before I CTB.
 
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