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- Sep 2, 2019
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He wants to make me commit to living another 20 years.
I have to move in with him (I cannot cannot cannot because the house is too big and too messy) or else he will find someone else.
I am so unhappy. I need him as an emotional support but that seems like I am abusing him and anyway I am just barely getting by using that emotional support to not go and ctb right now. I am just like you all say you are, would rather type my thoughts onto this forum than go and clean the house.
Everything feels wrong. Why is he so happy ?
He says he is just so happy when I am at his house with him.
For me this is a big change (have been living at my female friend's house for the past 6 torturous months) and I am just crying all the time.
I have to move in with him (I cannot cannot cannot because the house is too big and too messy) or else he will find someone else.
I am so unhappy. I need him as an emotional support but that seems like I am abusing him and anyway I am just barely getting by using that emotional support to not go and ctb right now. I am just like you all say you are, would rather type my thoughts onto this forum than go and clean the house.
Everything feels wrong. Why is he so happy ?
He says he is just so happy when I am at his house with him.
For me this is a big change (have been living at my female friend's house for the past 6 torturous months) and I am just crying all the time.