My abusive mom ruined my life permanently and got away with it

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

She died of cancer before I turned 21. She probably died peacefully while I got to live with life long scars. Now I am someone without love. No one loves me, not even my family. No one loves me in a healthy way. I dont know how much more I can take. I feel like casually walking through a bridge not far from home and see if I have the courage to jump.

 

[iqsjidpoq]

Same with my dad, but my mom is an abusive piece of shit who made it seem like my dad was the piece of shit for my whole life. Dad never hit me or called me names or told me to die and my mom was the one who always did that to me.

 

[SipSop]

She died of cancer before I turned 21. She probably died peacefully while I got to live with life long scars. Now I am someone without love. No one loves me, not even my family. No one loves me in a healthy way. I dont know how much more I can take. I feel like casually walking through a bridge not far from home and see if I have the courage to jump.

I am sorry that the one that should have loved you the most tormented and broke your life.
It is not fair. Why you had to go through this from all people?
I know how it is.

 

[fox21132113]

Can you just get away and start fresh? That's what I did. It was tough, but I'm far away from family now

 

[iqsjidpoq]

Can you just get away and start fresh? That's what I did. It was tough, but I'm far away from family now

YUPPPP I'm doing this, moving out tomorrow.

 

[whywere]

I am so sorry that you were treated so badly. Yes, it produces life long scars. I have the same experience. I have posted on here before about how my parents called me "the mistake" to my face and when other people were around. I was the product of way to much drinking. When I was 18, they kicked me out and I never heard from them again, their choice. Yes, I am 64 years young and it seems just like yesterday when I think about it and it still stings. Remember that I care for you alot and I send all the hope and love in the world to you my great sanctioned suicide global family member!!

 

[SadGirl]

She died of cancer before I turned 21. She probably died peacefully while I got to live with life long scars. Now I am someone without love. No one loves me, not even my family. No one loves me in a healthy way. I dont know how much more I can take. I feel like casually walking through a bridge not far from home and see if I have the courage to jump.

I wouldn't have the courage to jump from somewhere high, but try something more peaceful

 

[Ghost2211]

How high is the bridge, and is it over water or land. Please look into it before you impulse jump. It would be really sad if it left you alive and very disabled.

My mom was an abusive pos that died of cancer when I was 20. I'm sad and angry I never really got to tell her what a monster she was, or that I try to be the best mom I can be every day so I won't be her. Abusers usually get away with it.

 

[deleted]

I will not make this mistake, if I leave this world at least I will mark the soul of each of them with the weight of guilt for years of agony

 

[Homecoming]

Same with my dad, but my mom is an abusive piece of shit who made it seem like my dad was the piece of shit for my whole life. Dad never hit me or called me names or told me to die and my mom was the one who always did that to me.

We have the same shitty abusive bitch!

 

[OblivionSeeker]

Bridge needs to be at least 250 feet above the water. (you can look up bridge heights online) If you jump onto cement, the height needs to be at least 150 feet. Make sure there are no trees or people or cars (or boats). Best wishes to you:)