Discussion Music - suicide stories

[lunargreenx]

I am interested in knowing if you plan to listen to music when you will be dying/listened to music during previous attempts. If so, what songs? How was it? I know I listened to The Supremes during my last attempt. All I can say is this - Supremes are freaking amazing, but it's really horrible to die to. Too happy. "Baby looove, baby loveee, baby baby baby!"

I am considering these songs for my future visit to eternal sleep (They are very soothing in my opinion):
God only knows - Beach boys,
Landslide - Fleetwood Mac,
Here comes the sun - The Beatles.

 

[TheRaul95]

Yes...

 

[lunargreenx]

Oh, I see. Very fitting, very fitting.

 

[GravityUtilizer]

I'll need some monstrously heavy rock if I go through with jumping.

 

[SpottedPanda]

In a previous attempt, I'd been listening to hits of 98/99, to remind me of my teenage years. I realised that reminiscing in such a way made me desire to end things.

In future, I'd like to listen to something that gives me a sense of meaning/drive, such as this banger:

 

[Deleted member 17331]

I created a playlist of songs that I will listen to for the last time, but many of them bring emotions so strong that I think that listening to them would make me have a panic attack, so I left them for last. They will play after I am unconscious.

At the beginning of my ctb I would very much like to hear the soundtrack of Yume Nikki (my favorite game), listen it makes me so calm with the idea of death.

Like "The game is over, just".

 

[NekoNomNom]

I listened to Akira Yamaoka featuring Mary Elizabeth Mcglynn my first few attempts. The last time, though, YouTube autoplayed into the Final Fantasy X soundtrack.

 

[lunargreenx]

At the beginning of my ctb I would very much like to hear the soundtrack of Yume Nikki (my favorite game), listen it makes me so calm with the idea of death.

It's kind of chilling. Like game over.

 

[Lunarhour]

I don't know if i will ctb anytime soon, and i don't think i would listen to music while in the process of dying. But if i had to...

 

[Deleted member 17331]

It's kind of chilling. Like game over.

Not exactly, in this game there is only one ending. And this ending is not like "You Win!" or "Game Over". It is an ending without answers, or perhaps with too many answers.

Spoiler

SPOILER (maybe useful) ABOUT THE GAME:

Yes, the main character commits suicide in the end.

For me, listening to this is not like a game over, but just like "it's over, just like that"

 

[Lunarhour]

It is an ending without answers, or perhaps with too many answers.

Nicely said goblinsinmyhead

 

[lunargreenx]

I don't know if i will ctb anytime soon, and i don't think i would listen to music while in the process of dying. But if i had to...

Wow. That's Beautiful. I always liked Bridge over troubled water by Him.

 

[Lunarhour]

Wow. That's Beautiful. I always liked Bridge over troubled water by Him.

It is, i find it very emancipating in a soul leaving the body kind of way.

Have you seen Watership down?

 

[lunargreenx]

It is, i find it very emancipating in a soul leaving the body kind of way.

Have you seen Watership down?

I haven't. My parents only allowed me to watch "Pat and Mat" and Chrisitian bullshit cartoons about Jesus when I was a kid.

 

[Despondent]

I'm going to listen to "before I go"

 

[FreddieQuell]

 

[rayofsunshine]

i listened to this on repeat when i attempted. kid cudi is a legend☝

 

[charlottewilts]

listened to this when I was 16 and first attempted by partial

 

[Shinkansen]

this, and heavy stuff like that:

 

[Baguette]

My choice would be 'Read My Mind' by the Killers but if I was going through a breakup at the time it would be 'Jilted Lovers and Broken Hearts' by Brandon Flowers.