Mundane things your planning for CTB

[justanotherstar]

So your master plan is all complete and your ticket to CTB is ready... what are the mundane things you are planning surrounding your exit...
Last meal?
Last drink?
Last outfit?
Do you plan to hold anything or place objects near?
Music playlist? Final song?
Any other plans?

You get my drift...

Curious

 

[WornOutLife]

Pizza
Champagne
Sport clothes
Photos of my dog and my dad
Japanese music
Final plan: leave my bills, house, etc in order.

 

[Spitfire]

I have a plan to travel a half day to get to my location, and then take however long I need from there and it could be weeks or days, or go back again later if that is what I wanted too.

There is probably a catfish, oyster, and fried shrimp dinner involved just prior though from what I can tell.

 

[yive]

i'm very anxious, i don't think i can prepare everything so carefully.
but without music i can't ctb

 

[Seul]

Gotta turn off my phone alarms and close all my fanfic tabs

 

[MYTHoLogic]

Nothing too exciting. I plan to do a full "wipe down" get rid of any sensitive things like... Butt plug... I'll bury my journals just incase I survive the attempt.

Reset my phone to factory settings, reinstall OS on my PC and wipe any data from the drives.

Then when the time comes listen to Grimes until I am no more. I hope to do mushrooms and MAYBE DMT before then though. One last psychedelic trip.


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[Spitfire]

Grimes

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

A bubble bath
Mexican food
Beer or run
A stuffed animal I've had 20 years
Shirts and my shirt with the freebies lyrics on it
A playlist I made last year

 

[Maka hiamoe]

I haven't thought about any of that to be honest. I want it to be a day as ordinary and boring as any other. I will drift away listening to some of my favorite music, whatever will feel right in that moment.

 

[stygal]

It's gonna be a bit of a hussle to feed the cat I'm assigned to look after for two days without her dehydrating or making a mess or something. After the second day I'll be found and someone will get her. Mostly thinking about this poor animal.

But when it comes to me: I'll clean my flat as much as I can, lay out my pre-written letters and other things, arrange my bed, maybe read some poetry, say goodbye to the kitty and listen to music before starting the whole ctb procedure.

 

[k75]

I don't have any of that planned and probably won't. My preparations include stuff like packing the apartment and cleaning and rehoming the cat, so I won't have to worry about that. Food isn't enjoyable, I don't give a fuck what I'm wearing. I can barely listen to music anymore. I guess I'll just do whatever I feel like as the time comes.

 

[Weightoftheworld]

I've decided I'll probably just spontaneously shoot myself in the head in the truck one day when it feels right, won't need any further planning.

 

[awfullife]

I've decided I'll probably just spontaneously shoot myself in the head in the truck one day when it feels right, won't need any further planning.

I second this. I dont have any real reason to be here (besides kids) so I have no real checklist to make sure is done.

 

[Adamsnolife]

Probably the main things. Reset phones laptops.

Probably wear a t shirt and jeans for the ctb.

On the day of me ctb, I'll be deciding nearer the time.

 

[balance]

If I ever do it, I think it will be:
* some type of seafood or smoothie
* apple juice
* white tee and jeans -
*I'll leave all my personals nearby so they can at least know so I'll give a homeless person all of my money beforehand and have my phone unlocked with my notes open so everyone can know why and just my last words.
* Balance by Earl Sweatshirt
* I'll leave special notes for both of my little cousins, my favorite mentor and I would probably take pictures of my last steps like DJKillBill313 did in 2014.

 

[livefreeorpeace]

This is silly of me, and one could probably make a better choice, but last meal? Definitely Noodles & Company (probably the pesto, but you can't go wrong with mac and cheese lol)

And I want to spend my last day on a date with a pretty girl (at least part of the day) and I want it to be corny and cliche, drive in, walk on the beach or go to the zoo. I want to feel that nervous, awkward energy one more time. Weird right?

That's it, easy peasy.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

i'm going to eat either sushi or ice cream, say goodbye to my dogs, wear something comfy but flattering, do my makeup, listen to mazzy star and that's all i got for now

 

[Spitfire]

i'm going to eat either sushi or ice cream, say goodbye to my dogs, wear something comfy but flattering, do my makeup, listen to mazzy star and that's all i got for now

I love listening to mazzy star

 

[salmon]

>Probably pizza because that's my comfort food, or maybe something super expensive
>Coca cola or craft beer
>My fluffy bathrobe
>My laptop with netflix on for distraction
>Beatles, David Bowie, Queen etc
>I wanna have all my affairs in order if I have the energy so my parents don't have to. And make something for each person I care about (a letter, a picture, an object idk)

 

[StateOfMind]

I'm thinking about donating "large" (from my perspective anyway lol) sums of money to SS, wikileaks and butterfly children.

 

[Spitfire]

I have a plan to travel a half day to get to my location, and then take however long I need from there and it could be weeks or days, or go back again later if that is what I wanted too.

There is probably a catfish, oyster, and fried shrimp dinner involved just prior though from what I can tell.

I needed to update my plan. For now, it is on hold with me not knowing when I will CTB. Actually, I am still holding out for dying in my sleep one night relatively soon, hopefully...

My CTB location is a specific spot and it is all ready to go for when I am ready to go. It is on hold though. It would also take me close to four days of driving to get there from where I am at now, but I still also keep what is need on hand too, just in case it comes down to it.

 

[imsorrythatimhere]

French fries I guess. Extra salt. I'd like orange pineapple juice, but that probably won't happen so we'll settle for lemonade. Before I die however, I want to stargaze. I'll be wearing some black overalls and a yellow t shirt, along with a beret because why not. I'd like my stuffed animals near me, childish as that is, and have the song Smoke Signals or Goodbye to a World playing.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Maybe I'll wear a weighted vest, that might be a good move idk.

 

[Ani198]

So your master plan is all complete and your ticket to CTB is ready... what are the mundane things you are planning surrounding your exit...
Last meal?
Last drink?
Last outfit?
Do you plan to hold anything or place objects near?
Music playlist? Final song?
Any other plans?

You get my drift...

Curious

I don't care about the last drink or meal. I'm planning on just ctb the next free weekend after my SN comes. I love music though, so I'll probably put on headphones and listen to Rabbit Hole By Whxami while I drink it. I suppose ill call my boyfriend and best friend, but I'm honestly kinda worried about them calling an ambulance. I think the only thing I'll care about having near me is my suicide note.