Discussion Mothers day

[new life]

I am certain i want to ctb as i need to do what is right for me. As it is mothers day I am a little bit unsure on how to get through today and i need to act normal around my mother untill i can ctb. Do i still get her a card etc. I am sure my mum would eventually get used to my death and again i am certain I want to leave this world.

 

[faust]

I am certain i want to ctb as i need to do what is right for me. As it is mothers day I am a little bit unsure on how to get through today and i need to act normal around my mother untill i can ctb. Do i still get her a card etc. I am sure my mum would eventually get used to my death and again i am certain I want to leave this world.

Hello, in your case I would stay until tomorrow otherwise your mother will associate the Mother's Day with you till the rest of her life.
Saying if only you care of course.

 

[new life]

Hello, in your case I would stay until tomorrow otherwise your mother will associate the Mother's Day with you till the rest of her life.
Saying if only you care of course.

You might not be aware but I am not planning on going till augast by CO in a tent at a campsite far from home. The location is over 3 hours away. Should i get her a card etc to avoid suspicion. I dont want her to remember me in a horrible way and cause unnecessary pain, like you said associate mothers day with me.

 

[faust]

You might not be aware but I am not planning on going till augast by CO in a tent at a campsite far from home. The location is over 3 hours away. Should i get her a card etc to avoid suspicion. I dont want her to remember me in a horrible way and cause unnecessary pain, like you said associate mothers day with me.

Sorry, I probably misunderstood. You can buy some flowers or a postcard in Poundland with nice words. If you are asked, what is wrong, just say that you are a bit tired today. I AM TIRED A BIT works almost every time.

 

[new life]

Sorry, I probably misunderstood. You can buy some flowers or a postcard in Poundland with nice words. If you are asked, what is wrong, just say that you are a bit tired today. I AM TIRED A BIT works almost every time.

No that's fine dont worry, thanks for your advice i will try saying that if she askes anything then if it works. I am willing to try anything.

 

[faust]

No that's fine dont worry, thanks for your advice i will try saying that if she askes anything then if it works. I am willing to try anything.

Or that you have a headache. Normally people are less active when they have a headache.

 

[new life]

Or that you have a headache. Normally people are less active when they have a headache.

Thats a good one i like that. I might try that instead as that is more believable, peole are less active with a headache.

 

[Anon2662]

I think it would be nice to get your mum at least a card.. especially if it's the last Mother's Day she will have you here and therefore the last card she can get from you for it.. that being said I don't know your family situation/relationships.. I've tried to treat my mum as much as I could today so that she can have some good memories of the last Mother's Day with me here..

 

[MartyByrde]

It's kind of you to consider your mother's feelings. However, just to be frank here, there's nothing you can do to reduce the irrepairable pain you will cause her. I'm not saying don't do it because of this pain. That decision is up to you. I'm simply saying don't fool yourself into thinking any little things you can do before suicide, will somehow lessen the blow to your mother.

 

[new life]

I think it would be nice to get your mum at least a card.. especially if it's the last Mother's Day she will have you here and therefore the last card she can get from you for it.. that being said I don't know your family situation/relationships.. I've tried to treat my mum as much as I could today so that she can have some good memories of the last Mother's Day with me here..

I have got her a card and a present and trying to treat her as much as possible. My relationship is ok with my mum, but my dad left me 6 times when I was younger and I have not seen him for 2 years now, but that does not bother me. I hope she does get some good memories of the last mothers day with me here, as i am planning to leave in augast by CO.

It's kind of you to consider your mother's feelings. However, just to be frank here, there's nothing you can do to reduce the irrepairable pain you will cause her. I'm not saying don't do it because of this pain. That decision is up to you. I'm simply saying don't fool yourself into thinking any little things you can do before suicide, will somehow lessen the blow to your mother.

I understand what u are saying that there is nothing i can do to reduce the pain i will cause her, however i have to do what is right for me to be at peace. I did not have a choice to be brought into this world but i have a choice to leave it, which is what i want to do and i am pretty certain about it.