Dara Argith

Dara Argith

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Oct 6, 2023
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I would like to know what methods I could do with limited resources that would be the most excruciating process, with me still remaining conscious. I'm at someone's home, and have access to well-serrated knives, bleach, benadryl, DayQuil.

I feel like tonight would be the night I do something.

Any advice would be appreciated.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

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Aug 12, 2021
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Drinking bleach would be very painful, but it's not always fatal.

Knives are painful, if you're determined enough and can avoid being saved while you bleed out, they're reliable.

*The* most painful method, period, is likely self-immolation.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

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I would like to know what methods I could do with limited resources that would be the most excruciating process, with me still remaining conscious. I'm at someone's home, and have access to well-serrated knives, bleach, benadryl, DayQuil.

I feel like tonight would be the night I do something.

Any advice would be appreciated.
Why….like literally just why
 
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cosmic-joke

cosmic-joke

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Oct 6, 2023
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I would like to know what methods I could do with limited resources that would be the most excruciating process, with me still remaining conscious. I'm at someone's home, and have access to well-serrated knives, bleach, benadryl, DayQuil.

I feel like tonight would be the night I do something.

Any advice would be appreciated.
Don't torture yourself as your last act treat yourself to something peaceful after all Ur pain you deserve it
 
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Kobusu

Kobusu

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Oct 18, 2021
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I would like to know what methods I could do with limited resources that would be the most excruciating process, with me still remaining conscious. I'm at someone's home, and have access to well-serrated knives, bleach, benadryl, DayQuil.

I feel like tonight would be the night I do something.

Any advice would be appreciated.
Yeah you're definitely in the wrong place if that's what you're looking for.
 
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With0ut

With0ut

In bereft land, a raven, flies.
Oct 1, 2023
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I would like to know what methods I could do with limited resources that would be the most excruciating process, with me still remaining conscious. I'm at someone's home, and have access to well-serrated knives, bleach, benadryl, DayQuil.

I feel like tonight would be the night I do something.

Any advice would be bu
I would like to know what methods I could do with limited resources that would be the most excruciating process, with me still remaining conscious. I'm at someone's home, and have access to well-serrated knives, bleach, benadryl, DayQuil.

I feel like tonight would be the night I do something.

Any advice would be appreciated.
burning to death seems like the absolute worst way to go imo
 
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Kobusu

Kobusu

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Oct 18, 2021
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burning to death seems like the absolute worst way to go imo
I'm pretty sure that's objectively the most painful thing someone can experience. Usually you'll go into shock with almost any other sort of trauma but if you're on fire you feel it till you die from what I know
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

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Yeah you're definitely in the wrong place if that's what you're looking for.

They're not common, but I've seen other people on here looking specifically for painful ways to die. It's not what I'd choose for my own death, but I won't judge them for it and think they DO belong here.
 
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Kobusu

Kobusu

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Oct 18, 2021
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They're not common, but I've seen other people on here looking specifically for painful ways to die. It's not what I'd choose for my own death, but I won't judge them for it and think they DO belong here.
It's not a judgmental statement, it's due to the fact that we're both not allowed to suggest methods nor encourage them. Minimizing suffering is one of the biggest reasons this place exists, perpetuating it would be counter-productive.
 
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ARC_Q

ARC_Q

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Sep 29, 2023
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It's not a judgmental statement, it's due to the fact that we're both not allowed to suggest methods nor encourage them. Minimizing suffering is one of the biggest reasons this place exists, perpetuating it would be counter-productive.
I feel like there aren't many places you could go to with these kind of questions and I also think people are entitled to their own life as well as their own body… if pain is what someone wants, who are we to keep it from them?

(although I myself would prefer a more peaceful way to go)

burning to death seems like the absolute worst way to go imo

also I don't think setting yourself on fire in someone else's house would be that effective, surely they'd be able to stop you, right?
 
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MatthieuFrederickW

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Self immolation is undoubtedly the worst pain, but it wouldn't last long as you'll fall unconscious within seconds I think. Still, I'd never try it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Trying to make suicide as painful as possible sounds like a way to end up with horrific damage to me especially because as humans we are all programmed to survive. I could never understand why anyone would wish to experience such agony but of course it's up to the individual.
 
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Dara Argith

Dara Argith

Remember me.
Oct 6, 2023
37
I'm realizing that my question is misunderstood. To keep it short, going out peacefully isn't something that will bring me peace. I'm a habitual cutter, and would like to finally find a way to let everything out in one final act. I don't think I will pass on properly without a death that encapsulates everything I've ever felt.
I would like...I'm not sure.
Sometimes I think about everyone who's lied to me, failed me, abandoned me. I feel explosively violent but I can only do it to myself.
I want to die.
 
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Zaphkiel

IDK
May 13, 2023
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Remember me.
Whatever you do, I will. If it's a peaceful memory though, I'd rather take it 😊
Hope you're okay and will think of an escape route better than this

Hug🤗
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

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May 29, 2018
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I mean I feel like if pain is the intended factor then options skyrocket, but really, I don't think you're thinking properly at all and would regret it the moment you acted on something that could be painful and slow. I'd take a step back for tonight and try to find something you'd enjoy at least even a little bit
 
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Dara Argith

Dara Argith

Remember me.
Oct 6, 2023
37
I mean I feel like if pain is the intended factor then options skyrocket, but really, I don't think you're thinking properly at all and would regret it the moment you acted on something that could be painful and slow. I'd take a step back for tonight and try to find something you'd enjoy at least even a little bit
I am incredibly clear headed right now. There's not a single thing in my life that I have ever regretted, so I know that what I wish for my end is truly what I need.
I used to prolong doing anything with stuff like , "Once I finish Baki, I'll do it" but I don't think that's going to work anymore
 
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