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First loss

First loss

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Jan 28, 2019
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This happened in my town a couple of years ago.

There was a rich lad, living with his family. For standards in our country, there were ultra rich. Successful lad, good wife, nice kids and all. He ran some businesses and made a pretty good buck.

It all changed one day when he made a deal with some big German corporation or something, where they screwed him over a major part of his wealth.
He was devastated. Even though he was still rich and had lots of money, this was a huge blow to his pride. He couldn't look his family in the eyes anymore.

He tied a noose and while hanging, he pulled out a gun and shot himself. He was successful in that attempt.
 
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not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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I also remember a lady's liveleak autopsy x-ray showing where she shot herself in the heart but it was small caliber so she had to keep shooting four times. Nice grouping. She was locked from inside so she definitely did it to herself.

I love the ones who look like they have wonderful lives, but they just decide, "it's time".
And that is that, no ifs, ands or buts. They are done
Such resolve. I envy it.
It's easy to see why someone would ctb if life sucks, but when their lives are great, I'm always in awe of their determination.

Also a film of a guy on a bridge, not very high, the fall probably wouldn't have killed him. When EMS was called he waited for the fire truck to come speeding up, and before it stopped he dropped in front of it. Killed on impact. Creative, effective evasive tactic.
 
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Longman

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Jan 9, 2019
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In my country, a student ctbed in his room using plastic bag and gloves+socks on his hands as restraints. It was so weird that some people thought it was a murder, not a suicide. However, method does not seem impossible with use of strong sedatives.
Link (in Russian, use google translate): https://www.kp.ru/daily/26617.4/3634529/
 
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Rukia

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Jun 3, 2019
1,078
Swallowing socks or one's tongue...I would not recommend it...
 
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GeorgeJL

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Mar 7, 2019
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I always think violent suicides are bazaar. I just don't get why people would do that to themselves.
 
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May 29, 2019
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A year ago or something I was in a ctb discord server. There was this guy who was alcoholic on the server. He ended up many times in the hospital because of drinking. And he always got send home afterwards, no one helped him. He ordered sn one day, then he was drunk one day ended up in the hospital again. He told the nurse by accident that he had sn. And the bomb squad came to his house.. apparently you came make bombs of sn. He didn't got charged or fined by police he just had to hand over sn. Then he orded it again and he successfully ctb'd sadly

Maybe not most bizzare, his method was a common one. It's also sad how the nurse always send him home after he ended up in the hospital for drinking, without helping him or whatever.
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
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I think the most bizzare is someone on here , i cant remember who but they have N in the fridge and are committing suicide by dying of old age :wink:
 
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Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
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She probably thought that he had said ammonium nitrate ?
 
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BipolarExpat

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May 30, 2019
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I always think violent suicides are bazaar. I just don't get why people would do that to themselves.

Panic, frantic, manic, desperate, very ill & in the angry, destructive, hate realm.
Happens all the time.
 
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GeorgeJL

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Mar 7, 2019
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Panic, frantic, manic, desperate, very ill & in the angry, destructive, hate realm.
Happens all the time.
Yeah my hope is that in the next 100 years euthanasia will be legalized, at least in America.
 
BipolarExpat

BipolarExpat

Accomplished faker
May 30, 2019
698
^ yeah the Thai lady in the crocodile pond,...attached to a Buddhist temple, btw.

Another gal copycatted her a bit later. I think they've since sui-proofed it.

Yeah my hope is that in the next 100 years euthanasia will be legalized, at least in America.

You're certainly not alone in that hope,...but euthanasia for mental illnesses(?). Naw, probably not in the US. Gotta' keep those consumers consuming after all.
 
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Mar 24, 2019
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^ yeah the Thai lady in the crocodile pond,...attached to a Buddhist temple, btw.

Another gal copycatted her a bit later. I think they've since sui-proofed it.



You're certainly not alone in that hope,...but euthanasia for mental illnesses(?). Naw, probably not in the US. Gotta' keep those consumers consuming after all.
Probably wont be a choice by then , it will be like Logans Run ..... link for you young`uns https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0074812/
 
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GeorgeJL

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Mar 7, 2019
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You're certainly not alone in that hope,...but euthanasia for mental illnesses(?). Naw, probably not in the US. Gotta' keep those consumers consuming after all.
In Belgium it's legalized for mental illness.
 
BipolarExpat

BipolarExpat

Accomplished faker
May 30, 2019
698
Not soooo bizarre but have been a few "mall jumpers" lately in Thailand as well. Have always been a large number of expat condo jumpers in Bangkok and Pattaya but the mall thing is kind of ripe.
(Some may have fallen, been pushed or killed.)

Article:
"A man has fallen to his death at the Central World shopping mall in Pathumwan, Bangkok.

According to Thai news site Daily News, the man jumped from the 6th floor of the mall on Thursday afternoon."

** ["fallen" "jumped" Thai journalism at its...norm]

"A clip shared to social media showed security guards at the mall attending the scene and quickly covering the man's body.

This is the latest in a number of similar tragic incidents to occur at shopping malls in Thailand.

Last month, a foreign man leapt to his death at the Central Festival shopping mall in Pattaya.

In January, a French man died after jumping from an escalator at Bangkok's Terminal 21 shopping mall."

In Belgium it's legalized for mental illness.

Yes, I'm aware however costs are prohibitively high for non-citizens,...especially those who are notoriously poor at budgeting.... :(
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
665
A year ago or something I was in a ctb discord server. There was this guy who was alcoholic on the server. He ended up many times in the hospital because of drinking. And he always got send home afterwards, no one helped him. He ordered sn one day, then he was drunk one day ended up in the hospital again. He told the nurse by accident that he had sn. And the bomb squad came to his house.. apparently you came make bombs of sn. He didn't got charged or fined by police he just had to hand over sn. Then he orded it again and he successfully ctb'd sadly

Maybe not most bizzare, his method was a common one. It's also sad how the nurse always send him home after he ended up in the hospital for drinking, without helping him or whatever.

Theyre paid for saving it. Not helping it. Business as usual for them honestly.
 
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marcusuk63

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Mar 24, 2019
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Not soooo bizarre but have been a few "mall jumpers" lately in Thailand as well. Have always been a large number of expat condo jumpers in Bangkok and Pattaya but the mall thing is kind of ripe.
(Some may have fallen, been pushed or killed.)

Article:
"A man has fallen to his death at the Central World shopping mall in Pathumwan, Bangkok.

According to Thai news site Daily News, the man jumped from the 6th floor of the mall on Thursday afternoon."

** ["fallen" "jumped" Thai journalism at its...norm]

"A clip shared to social media showed security guards at the mall attending the scene and quickly covering the man's body.

This is the latest in a number of similar tragic incidents to occur at shopping malls in Thailand.

Last month, a foreign man leapt to his death at the Central Festival shopping mall in Pattaya.

In January, a French man died after jumping from an escalator at Bangkok's Terminal 21 shopping mall."



Yes, I'm aware however costs are prohibitively high for non-citizens,...especially those who are notoriously poor at budgeting.... :(
Had one in my local "mall" last year and its only 5 floors
https://www.hulldailymail.co.uk/news/hull-east-yorkshire-news/man-who-jumped-death-inside-1068728
 
GinaIsReady

GinaIsReady

Exit Strategist
Mar 29, 2019
995
I always think violent suicides are bazaar. I just don't get why people would do that to themselves.
I worry so much about a failed attempt again that I would do something violent to myself if I knew with 100% certainty that it would work. Well … I say that but am so afraid of heights that I cannot bring myself to jump off a building. God I wish I could … it's fast and probably painless.
 
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Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
I read sum were sum guy got fed up with life so he ran a bath and sat down in it then drop a toaster in with him. Lets just say it work mind you dont know if he had any toast in the toaster tho LOL :)
 
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Chalken

Chalken

Decaying
Nov 20, 2018
214
This didnt happen as far as I know, but somewhere I've seen a suicide method detailing how males could CTB by cutting the vein or artery on their penis. I wonder how that would turn out.
 
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GinaIsReady

Exit Strategist
Mar 29, 2019
995
This didnt happen as far as I know, but somewhere I've seen a suicide method detailing how males could CTB by cutting the vein or artery on their penis. I wonder how that would turn out.
There is another thread about cutting - I was just reading it. Based on what I read and saw, I'm thinking it might be a bad call.
 
BipolarExpat

BipolarExpat

Accomplished faker
May 30, 2019
698
This didnt happen as far as I know, but somewhere I've seen a suicide method detailing how males could CTB by cutting the vein or artery on their penis. I wonder how that would turn out.
Flaccid?
 
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Chalken

Chalken

Decaying
Nov 20, 2018
214
I don't remember, but my guess is that it probably wouldn't matter, except for it being easier to cut on an erect one. I wouldn't recommend this method though lol
There is another thread about cutting - I was just reading it. Based on what I read and saw, I'm thinking it might be a bad call.
Yes, cutting has low success rate, unless you cut really deep and hit the right spots which takes a lot of willpower, and even then it's not guaranteed.
 
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not_a_robot

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May 30, 2019
2,121
A year ago or something I was in a ctb discord server. There was this guy who was alcoholic on the server. He ended up many times in the hospital because of drinking. And he always got send home afterwards, no one helped him. He ordered sn one day, then he was drunk one day ended up in the hospital again. He told the nurse by accident that he had sn. And the bomb squad came to his house.. apparently you came make bombs of sn. He didn't got charged or fined by police he just had to hand over sn. Then he orded it again and he successfully ctb'd sadly

Maybe not most bizzare, his method was a common one. It's also sad how the nurse always send him home after he ended up in the hospital for drinking, without helping him or whatever.
at most they'd send him to aa. Suicide fuel, that.
 

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