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bruisedmind
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- May 7, 2019
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Hi,
I've lost absolutely everything that meant something to me. My home, job, dog, driving license, childhood friend/new-at-the-time boyfriend. I'm so sick of having to start over time and time again, I've had enough.
I've had two failed attempts since January, one where I was stood on a bridge and the police pulled me off, and another where I tried to hang myself out my bedroom window but the belt snapped, with me crashing to the garden below.
I'm probably addicted to cocaine, I use it twice a week. John Belushi and River Phoenix died of a cocaine/opiate combo. I have no idea how I'd get heroin but could probably get tramadol or even oramorph if I tried hard enough.
Would this be a painless quick method? Can't really be bothered faffing about getting N from A or whatever.
Thanks
I've lost absolutely everything that meant something to me. My home, job, dog, driving license, childhood friend/new-at-the-time boyfriend. I'm so sick of having to start over time and time again, I've had enough.
I've had two failed attempts since January, one where I was stood on a bridge and the police pulled me off, and another where I tried to hang myself out my bedroom window but the belt snapped, with me crashing to the garden below.
I'm probably addicted to cocaine, I use it twice a week. John Belushi and River Phoenix died of a cocaine/opiate combo. I have no idea how I'd get heroin but could probably get tramadol or even oramorph if I tried hard enough.
Would this be a painless quick method? Can't really be bothered faffing about getting N from A or whatever.
Thanks