Method Morphine overdose and possible CTB methods

[dwindlingfirst]

Anyone know how to get morphine? Wanna OD on that as a ctb method if possible.
I don't have a prescription so idk how I'd get it.
Also, I don't wanna do SN, what are some other good options? I've thought about jumping but I might be too scared. If I had a gun I'd be gone by now. Trains traumatize people, and I'm not going to hang myself because of risking failure.
What can I do?

 

[Leagueofgentlemen]

The deep web, or local dealers if you're lucky. Send me some while you're at it haha