plough22
Living but not really, just surviving
- May 1, 2020
- 226
I must say that I read some threads of people who are in the same position, the agony of waking up, knowing that you have to go through another day, having the darkness envelope, the thoughts invading, the heavy head and not wanting to get up, do anything.
I am reading on the site that people want to die, it is damn hard to die, it is, I'd like to die but I'm too chicken at the moment. I need that moment to push me over the edge. I've been close, I've chocked myself out, I'd love Nembutal, as we all.
Why is living hard and finding death harder?
It a battle to get up and get out? I'm tired of it, I just want PEACE
I am reading on the site that people want to die, it is damn hard to die, it is, I'd like to die but I'm too chicken at the moment. I need that moment to push me over the edge. I've been close, I've chocked myself out, I'd love Nembutal, as we all.
Why is living hard and finding death harder?
It a battle to get up and get out? I'm tired of it, I just want PEACE