Venting More people will suffer if I don't ctb soon

[KillingPain267]

I am a useless eater on disability welfare who doesn't and/or can't contribute to society. I just consume and cope for no reason. I barely even enjoy the food, desserts and entertainment I consume. I am leaving a carbon footprint for absolutely no reason. All these ressources could have been used to alleviate poverty in the third world or help orphans and the homeless. The sooner I fucking kill myself, the better!

 

[Dayrain]

All these ressources could have been used to alleviate poverty in the third world or help orphans and the homeless.

They would not have been and will not be used for that anyway.

 

[NegevChina]

I understand how you feel. I feel the same but soon I wont be receiving any welfare allowance and start becoming a burden on my family. Not capable of working though still going to job interviews that fail. Things keep getting worse for me.

 

[Forever Sleep]

We're all consuming at a phenomenal rate. I guess you could argue that a CEO of a plastics manufacturer has done pretty well in life. Maybe they have a large, happy family. Maybe they are even fair to their workforce. They could also be knowingly letting their company dump tons and tons of toxic waste into a nearby lake. They likely do far more damage than you and they are doing well in life- in terms of contributing money anyhow.

I feel bad for my share in all this pollution too- my job creates a lot of waste. Even when I'm careful. Still- I also reassure myself, telling myself I didn't choose to be born into this and it's not made easy for us to leave.

I doubt many 'normies' would actually even accept 'saving the environment' as a reasonable motive to kill yourself. Wasn't there that case where a man killed himself after having a discussion about it with an AI? And, everyone started to panic.

Regardless though, it's not your fault if you can't work. I'm sure there are people in your life who do value you for who you are although, that doesn't make life easier to live I realise. It's got to suck to feel so guilty though. I'm sorry.

 

[swankysoup]

I know people that work a well paying job but ruin lives and abuse people. It's not that simple.

 

[KillingPain267]

I guess you could argue that a CEO of a plastics manufacturer has done pretty well in life. Maybe they have a large, happy family. Maybe they are even fair to their workforce.

"fair to their workforce" hahahahhaha, good one

It's got to suck to feel so guilty though. I'm sorry.

The thing is, I don't even feel that guilty as I indulge and accept all the free stuff my family and the welfare office gives (for now). But that makes it even worse! I rarely even say thank you.

I know people that work a well paying job but ruin lives and abuse people. It's not that simple.

I know it's just about earning made up fiat currency