squillykilly
Stupid Chud
- Dec 15, 2025
- 15
My coworkers are older than me, not by much but I'm 19 and they are in their twenties, but they infantalize me so much. I got home and started bawling my eyes out because I felt so embarrassed to be myself around them. They would giggle and make little remarks, I understand they're just trying to have a laugh but I've been really struggling with fitting in, this is the first time I've properly worked on a team of people and I feel like I don't fit in.
You have one girl, J, who is so insanely normal I struggle to talk to her, and then you have M, so sweet that it feels like my teeth are rotting. And mixed together, they feel like the girls that would sit at the table where you sit alone and call you their best friend when they're just making fun of you. They may aswell put their hands on their knees and lean down to talk to me the way they call me adorable and say "aawwww" I'm not a fucking baby. They make me FEEL autistic, I'm unsure if I am but they make me feel like something is deeply wrong with me, I was holding back tears from yesterday but today I just broke down. I hate being whatever this is
You have one girl, J, who is so insanely normal I struggle to talk to her, and then you have M, so sweet that it feels like my teeth are rotting. And mixed together, they feel like the girls that would sit at the table where you sit alone and call you their best friend when they're just making fun of you. They may aswell put their hands on their knees and lean down to talk to me the way they call me adorable and say "aawwww" I'm not a fucking baby. They make me FEEL autistic, I'm unsure if I am but they make me feel like something is deeply wrong with me, I was holding back tears from yesterday but today I just broke down. I hate being whatever this is
