Being extremely broke for the first time in my life the past few months. And now I can clearly see just how so much in society revolves around 1 thing, 1 fucking thing AKA money. You have to litterally waste your entire life away to earn a living, only to give it all back to the system by buying necessities.
Just the other day I had to go to the dentist and it turns out I have to get my cavities filled which will cost 500$ + an additional 50$ just for the checkup. How am I even supposed to afford food like this. I can't even find a normal job only due to the fact that I am socially akward. I am seriously thinking about going homeless or something.
Hi sweet
@GreyCTB
I'm sorry you're suffering like this ❤
I understand, I imagine you find it sickening, that society probably evokes disgust, bitterness, cynicism and opportunism in you
I'm sorry and I understand that it's all demoralizing ❤
I'll be honest, I feel the same way. Everything, even the medical, psychological, social services... even the ones that are supposed to represent "caring", "commitment and dedication to a sense of humanity, to our bond as humans". It's all based on an extremely embarrassing profit system. Even assisted suicide, which has had its own "Black Friday", as someone here pointed out
I understand too, the fact that working doesn't attract you, disgusts you deeply, I think the same thing
Unfortunately, life is made up like this... I don't want to be utopian, but I imagine there are things you might like to practice or invest yourself in?
I'm disgusted by a lot of the world of work, the only part of it that I can put into perspective is the part where we pay for a service that is rendered to us.
For example, you break your computer, I don't mind taking money, or giving money to someone who has done me a service and probably because I can see that service directly.
Insurance for example, even if there is some kind of indirect service, there is also scamming and manipulation. I'm not comfortable with instances where I can't actually see the service and where the price is exaggerated...
Perhaps you would like to go into areas where you feel that the money given or received is deserved?
What do you think?
I'm sorry you're suffering so much and of course I understand that you're exhausted by all this today ❤
I wish you nothing but good things ❤
Love ❤