Mom's finally leaving to go to canada on sat

[AveryConure]

Even though she's still injured, she's going to Canada on Saturday and apparently she won't be back til Wednesday. Since my stepdad works 12 hours everyday except for the weekends and my sister has a full-time job, I'm going to hang myself on Monday, especially finding out that literally nothing will matter in 22 years cause the world could literally end lmao.

I managed to test out the rope and found where the carotid artery is and even have a spotify playlist where i know i'll dissociate long enough before i pass out, i actually feel happy and excited and it's probably the last time i'll legit feel this way. Sad.

 

[Made4TV]

I'm sorry. It is sad. I wish you all the best. Whatever you do.

 

[BurningLights]

I'm sorry that you only find solace in death, still, I hope it works out for you, I guess death is the last warm cozy blanket we get to wrap ourselves in.