pinkluvr
New Member
- Feb 22, 2026
- 4
I've been clean for a good year or so but started cutting again a few months ago. I've been struggling with my weight all my life and hate how I look so much. As a result of my frustration for lack of self discipline with my diet and body image issues I resorted to cutting again. I was really careful with the placement and making sure my shorts never showed anything. Unfortunately tonight my mom caught a glimpse when my shorts rolled up and broke down in front of me. She wasn't falling for the excuses of me saying they were old or that they were flaring up from itchiness. I hate myself so much for not being more careful. I know she worries a lot and was heartbroken to see I wasn't past all of this. Its moments like this that make me feel so burdensome and pissed off at myself for being this way. I've been trying to change but always fuck it up. She forced me into promising I'll never do it again. I want to keep my word for her sake but we'll see.
