Mom actually listens to me (for once)

[Kat!]

Well I told my mom to stop talking to me during an argument, she's been completely ignoring me ever since, I don't know how long it's been but maybe a week.

Feels much better now that I don't have to hear her all the time, she is playing the guilt trip train, trying to make me feel bad for saying this to her, annoying me by placing things where they're not supposed to be, and keeping this one door open that I constantly close because it shouldn't be open.

When does it end?

I could get a job, she'd kick me out.
If I try to work things out with her, she won't listen.
I could keep ignoring her, and she'll kick me out.
Or I could just kill myself.

I don't know about you but people don't understand, that some individuals just don't listen.
She ignores my depression and calls me moody, I was going to kill myself and all she cares about it bossing me around. She'd rather listen to "professionals" on how my feelings are, or pretend like she knows what I am feeling, rather than EVER asking me how I feel. My therapist told her that I am a danger to myself and she shrugged it off.

I can't stand her anymore.
But anyway, I'm going to be happy for this weekend.

 

[BitterlyAlive_]

I'm so sorry that you're in this situation and feel so trapped. I'm sorry your mother doesn't even listen when she's told you're a danger to yourself.

 

[Kat!]

I'm so sorry that you're in this situation and feel so trapped. I'm sorry your mother doesn't even listen when she's told you're a danger to yourself.

Yeah it's all good. I just want out of here so I'll have to figure things out.

 

[BitterlyAlive_]

Yeah it's all good. I just want out of here so I'll have to figure things out.

I understand.

 

[Water-Lily]

I'm here for you Kat. I can relate as my parents both ignored me. However she is going the extra abusive mile by misplacing things and such. Could you get a job without her knowing?

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry to hear your mom is ignoring such a terrible thing as depression.

I hope things get better soon. You don't deserve to suffer.

My mom also ignores my situation but she has schizophrenia and that makes things worse.

Send you lots of hugs and love

 

[Water-Lily]

I'm so sorry to hear your mom is ignoring such a terrible thing as depression.

I hope things get better soon. You don't deserve to suffer.

My mom also ignores my situation but she has schizophrenia and that makes things worse.

Send you lots of hugs and love

My dad I think wants to help me but doesnt get it. Like after a while he'll tell me to not be so sensitive. I know his heart is in the right place but there is a lot of ignorance so I don't tell him much

 

[shadowchaser]

I'm so sorry that you're feeling trapped in your circumstances and that your mom is invalidating you like this. You deserve to be treated so much better. Sending love

 

[Kat!]

I'm so sorry to hear your mom is ignoring such a terrible thing as depression.

I hope things get better soon. You don't deserve to suffer.

My mom also ignores my situation but she has schizophrenia and that makes things worse.

Send you lots of hugs and love

Thank you, sending love to all of you back :)