Venting Missing someone I never met.

[frommolecules2stars]

This is an extremely strange feeling..

The more I lurk on old threads here, I find people I have never met. They say incredible things that touch my heart. Like finding someone who actually understands you.

Unfortunately, this person is ijustwishtodie. He has already ctb. And I was never able to even talk to him.

I now feel frustrated for not being active when I first joined. I missed the chance to talk to him. Either way, he seems like someone I would have been good friends with. We agreed on many things.

These are probably selfish feelings.

 

[mysticatedwine]

Selfish feelings are still feelings. I'm with you on this one, I often find myself scrolling through old threads knowing a lot of people who posted back then are deceased, and feeling sad because of it...

On the brighter side, I think this makes me value more the exchanges I have with the people who are here currently. I want to talk to them before they ctb. So many people here seem amazing and touching. I don't think I've ever felt as understood anywhere than here