MrBigSad
Experienced
- Sep 30, 2020
- 215
After my attempt I spent a month in hospital. And was most certainly manic. I worked out every day. Would write pages of a story. Would read books in days. Totally deluded that life was worth living.
Now I am alone. And I deserve to be alone
Any happiness I feel is totally unwarranted.
I miss the time when I thought life was worth living.
I am only happy when I'm insane.
I wish I could feel any emotion once more.
Now I am alone. And I deserve to be alone
Any happiness I feel is totally unwarranted.
I miss the time when I thought life was worth living.
I am only happy when I'm insane.
I wish I could feel any emotion once more.